I will never know how much I endearing you until you have disappeared
Bai He Lian
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Bai He Lian
I was so startled when Chen Lu is really send me back to the shop. Now, I find myself in the my own bedroom. From this place, I can hear Yi Hua's voice. I can't describe how I feel right now. There were a lot of emotions that mix and makes me really don't know my real feeling. I looked around. In this bedroom is the place that used to be my safe zone but now, I feel so lonely. I can't feel Chen Lu's presence anymore and I don't know why.
Last time, even when I had to runaway and brought Yi Hua with me, I was felt there is Chen Lu's presence but now, why it's become so different? But I think this is good! Yes! This is that I want, right?
I take a deep breath before I am going to meet Yi Hua in the living room. She was there with Mei Hua.