Love makes everything seems different until it broke you down and drown in the misery
Red Dust
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Bai He Lian
Chen Lu looks so gentle towards me and I think there is something had must be happened toward him. Chen Lu that I knew before wasn't like this and he doesn't like me nor treats me well but what I was saw recently just make me so confused.
When I start thinking about the possibility Chen Lu and I can be together, Chen Lu didn't want me because he doesn't trust me and I don't want to force him cause I know I can force somebody to trust me after what had been happened between us. We were hurting each other all this time so when Chen Lu said that he doesn't trust me, that's make sense. I am not blame on him because something more than hatred between Chen Lu and I is impossible.
