I need you more and more
Red Dust
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Chen Lu
I have to admit there is a part in me that wanting Bai He Lian get what she sow from betrayed me but later, when I see Bai He Lian in pain, I realized that I don't want something bad happen to her, regarding Bai He Lian is Yi Hua's mother or not.
To be hoest, I bring Bai He Lian here because I need to make clear everything because I realize that I will never trust her if I never talk to her about Xia De Ming. In this place, I find them together. Even though I know that Xia De Ming couldn't touched Bai He Lian's body like I possessed her body but I know Bai He Lian's heart is toward that corpse.
I know that Bai He Lian maybe can't love me. I can read her mind but I can't read her heart but Bai He Lian doesn't know about this as she always think that I know everything but the fact, I am not.
