Tell me what should I do to make you sure that I am the one for you
Chen Lu
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Bai He Lian
I also don't understand why I have to cry in front of Chen Lu like this. I don't want him to pity me. I take a deep breath as I try to be calm and manage myself but I can't deny that there is something in me that feels so hurt. Chen Lu is always mentioning about couple, wife, husband as if we are a married couple but that just a lie. Chen Lu doesn't trust me so what he wants me to expect about? I don't want to hope anymore. I don't want to be hurt again but can someone like him understand about this? I don't think so.
Chen Lu looked at me as if he doesn't understand why those words come out of my mouth. As a Chen Lu, I understand. He is not an ordinary human so how come he can understand something like this?
