This weird feeling makes me so weak in front of you
Red Dust
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Chen Lu
I am still thinking about Bai He Lian and Xia De Ming. I realize they were loved each other and I don't know why I make them meet. I think I never feel the pain when I see Bai He Lian's worried gaze over someone else aside Yi Hua. I think more than ten years ago, I didn't feel like this way but why this feeling become a torture for me? What should I do? I never know about the pain because I always erase the feeling of pain from my mind until I couldn't feel the pain anymore. I thought … And how come this kind of pain hunting me again?