I think that I am going insane since I met you because with you I can't be my usual me.
Bai He Lian.
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Bai He Lian
I think I must be insane! How can I kiss him? I try to collect myself but I think that I have to accept the fact that I kiss him and I respond to every kiss that he sows onto me. That's so weird because I am totally sure that I hate him and now, how can I kiss him? Also, Chen Lu suddenly becomes someone else who treats me well and I think it's too good to be true.
I don't want to be his slave and his pet anymore. I am a human that has a heart and feelings. Chen Lu is still letting the needles nestle in my vein. What for? Is he still wanting me to be his slave? I know that I get a fever but I think that I can take care of myself.
