Why this heart is always beating so fast when you are here?
I don't want to be like this but why I become so powerless in front of you?
Red Dust
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I never know if Chen Sheng Lin can make me feel like this way. I know that Chen Sheng Lin is always causes me in extreme cold and pain just to make me obey him but why he is change? No! I don't need ask the same question because I know what is the answer. Chen Sheng Lin treats me so well because there is his baby in my womb. Without this baby, I become useless for him.
I take a deep breath. I have to remind myself if Chen Sheng Lin is a dangerous devil. I don't need to trust the kindness that he shows to me. It just superficial act to make me happy for a while then he will kick me from the top and leave me without nothing. He just wants to destroy me. Yes! I have to remember this.
