Your touch is something that I need the most
Because this cursed was tied us together
Chen Sheng Lin
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I see this man. There is no sign that he will wake up soon. If he is still in a coma, when can I come back home? Oh…God…pity on me, please. The candle is not ignited at all yet. How if I am cheating? So take a white candle beside that man and try to ignite another candle with it but….it doesn't work. Ah!!!! I am so frustrated. I am hungry too. Oh…why I am so stupid? Why I am not dinner before Hong Yan Jing brought me here
I think no one will come in such a place like this. Oh…The demon Hong Yan Jin trapped me here and now he is nowhere. What should I do? I cannot eat the candle. Oh .. I am so hungry. This place is so cold, without food supply how can I still be alive?
'Hong Yan Jing, where have you brought me?!'
Even though I am so angry, what can I do? He is a demon and I am so helpless right now. I am so hungry and thirsty but I cannot find something that I can eat. So I don't know how long I am trapped here because my cell phone does not work here even though the battery is full. My head is dizzy and my body becomes so weak and cold.
Oh…I see the large bed like heaven. That man is still in a coma, if I am sleeping at his bed, I think it doesn't matter. No one sees me here, right? I don't want to sleep on the floor because the floor is like ice. The warm place here only over the bed. That man will never know if I am sleeping beside him. Ah…I don't know.
So I get in over the warm bed as candles shine and give the light and warm even just a little bit. I am so tired, hungry and thirsty. I embrace myself then close my eyes. I hope this is just my nightmare. Yes…I know this must be a nightmare because right now I feel so warm. Is it right?
I closed my eyes indeed but my brain is still working because I feel something warm touch my face. Is Hong Yan Jing? Can someone help me to get out from this place? I am so curious so I open my eyes.
Dang!!!
My eyes open wide because that man is awake. What make me shocked the most is because he is on top of my body. Does he want to kill me? Is he a demon? Don't tell me if I make a demon resurrected? Oh…I hate horror but why does my life become horror? He doesn't say a word. He is breathing. Is he a human? I want to say something but the words like leave my tongue suddenly. I can feel his breath on my neck.
What should I do? This man is kissing my neck passionately. I wanted to push him away but his palm grabbed my wrists and took them over my head. Does he want to sucked my blood? If he is really a vampire definitely I will die when he bites my neck. Until now, he is still sucking and kissing my neck.
'No! I don't want to be like this!'
'I will not kill you.'
'What?'
'Bai He Lian, you don't need to be startled.'
I try to see him but I cannot since I can feel he is still on my neck so it's impossible if he is the one who is talking to me right now.
"Don't you miss me during these years?'
What does that mean? I really don't understand what happened here. My brain is blank.
"Bai He Lian, I miss you…" That man whispered in my eyes and gave me a tingling sensation. This is so weird because as I remember, I never close with a man like this but this closeness makes me feel so familiar. "I miss you…"
He knows my name but why would that woman forbid me to mention my name here? I don't know what I feel. I am so confused because I feel there is a need that needs to be fulfilled but I am so sure, I never did this before but why…I feel his kisses are like a torment? How come he can make me feel like this?
He doesn't kiss my lips…he keeps staying on my neck without moving. His left hand holds my wrists and his right palm explores my stomach. I don't know what he wants? My fabric rubs my stomach and makes my body become warm. Where is the cold that attacked me before? Hey!
"What are you doing?" I asked him to try my best to keep sober.
"I want you. I want you .. I want you." He whispered again but this time he bit my left ear gently and made me tremble.
"Ah…"
I am startled because I never moan like this.
"Bai He Lian, I am not starting yet but how come you become so brave like this?"
Is he mocking me? Oh God…How can he make me like this? I am so weak…I am so hungry…I am so thirsty…I am supposed to think about the food, not something lewd like this. Then I remember when those villains touched me a few years ago, they died tragically but why is this man still here without any pain?
"Bai He Lian, even you forget everything but you cannot forget… no one can touch you but me." He claimed and shocked me when his lips on mine. I don't know what I am supposed to do. His lips are so soft. His tongue step by step explored my mouth gently. He doesn't force me and something like this, I think I never felt before but why like my body response for all his sweet kisses. Am I insane? Is it because I am so hungry?
'Don't you want me Bai He Lian?' His voice echoed in my head but I don't have time to think because my brain is blank right now. My body likes wanting him to touch me more than this but this man is not human and I never do something like this with someone even with Xu Feng.
'Forget about him. You forbid to think of another man…'
I still respond to his kisses. He guided me as he let my wrists free and put my right palm on his chest. At that time, I can feel his heart beating faster. Is he a human as well? Before I sober, he kissed me again. I don't understand why my palms started caressing his chest and his back alternately. This time, I don't feel cold anymore.
'Bai He Lian! You have to be sober! You cannot become like this?!'
'Bai He Lian, don't ignore me. you need me as I need you the most.' His voice echoed in my head again.
'No! I have to be stronger! No one can treat me like this!' I encourage myself to break free from this situation. I collect all my strength that still remains in me to push him hard. My act made both of us startled because I can make him sit on the bed and leave me lying on his bed but I try my best to sit properly. I don't want to show him that I am so weak. He cannot bully me like that again! Even he is a demon! I don't care
"You cannot do this to me anymore!" I shout at him loudly. "You have to know that you cannot treat me this way! I am not your slave! Do you hear me!"
That man still closed his eyes. Oh…why I just realized if he doesn't open his eyes yet. Is he blind? I can see his evil smirk framed on his thin lips. Is he mocking me right now?
"Bai He Lian…" He called my name and delivered goosebumps all over my body.
"How do you know my name?" I asked him.
"Why? "
"Just tell me! How do you know my name?!"
To be honest, I am so frustrated right now. Can you imagine if there is a demon in front of you? I cannot read his mind but he can communicate to me through telepathy as if he knew all about me but I don't know anything about him.
"Why have you become so curious about me?"
"Just tell me! I don't want to hear your nonsense!" I told him bravely.
"What do you say? Nonsense?" He laughed but he still closed his eyes.
"I don't know who you are but why are you disturbing my life like this! Let me go back home right now!" I shout at him angrily.
Arrrrgh!!!
I am shocked when his left palm is on my neck. He brings my body by his palm. My body gets up until my foot cannot touch the ground. I cannot breath right now. Does he really want to kill me right now? Is this my last time here? Please help me! Someone please help me!
"Bai He Lian, are you afraid?" He said coldly.