As I lay uncomfortable as my eyes open I realize that something isn't right, I rush to get up quickly as I feel pain on my neck and to feel something dripping down my neck it feels warm or is..it cold but as I start walking to the bathroom my vision is blurry...then the next minute it goes black...Then I feel something sharp bite into the same place on my neck where I felt the pain...then I open my eyes my vision is... it's all white like a bright light there are some distant voices in the light they sound smart maybe I'm dreaming again then...I hear a voice that sounds like my mothers, then reality sets in and I realize I am in the hospital and there are doctors in near me trying to look at me and my anxiety starts to go through the roof then four words come out of my mouth shut the fuck up...everyone stops talking...I let out a big sigh and ask what's going on...the doctor answers my question "you Lost a lot of blood and were trying to figure out why" oh that's all I reply...My mother expresses this worried face she says do you know how serious this is as she explains that there was no way I could have lost any blood because I didn't have a stab wound like there was nothing there to show that I could have lost any blood it was strange as I explained to my mother as I touched were I felt the pain in my neck from before, The doctors said that because they couldn't explain how I lost all the blood that lost that it wasn't important and that I was fine, so my mother signed me out as we got to the car I asked my mother where dad was she said that hes at home sleeping I went silent.....