I began to talk about how I knew Zen, how everything began and how everything escalated. a few days later I was discharged from the hospital. the sun shines through my window as I patiently wait for Jonathan. he hasn't visited me in over a month now I can't wait any longer I need to devise a plan without him. He's gone, he left me alone but at least I have myself. soon I'll have to face against one of the most dangerous people I've met and I'll have to do it alone.