It's been a month since that date with Israel, and we have been going on at least one date a week. That question... it's still always on my mind but we never bring it up.
My birthday is in a week and a half and I know I will accept Israel. He's everything I've ever dreamed of.
But... for some reason these past few days he has been acting very... how do I put this... weird? And my mom still hates him, and when I ask her about it, she just shakes her head like she doesn't understand what I mean.
Today I'm supposed to go hang out with Emily. Ever since that one day when I met het I've been hanging out with her a lot and we've basically became best friends.
Friends? It's a strange word if you think about it. A friend is someone who is supposed to always be there for you, but... can be ripped away by someone else you trust.
It's like they always say... you can kill two birds with one stone... you just have to know where to strike.
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"El!" I hear Emily call from down stairs. "Come on! We've got soooo much to do today!" she practically squeals.
"ok! ok." I say and we head out to Emily's car, its a black Jeep, with open doors and she basically thinks it's a racing car.
After we get to... where ever... we were going, I look up at the name of the store.
What the... how the heck do you pronounce that. All I know is that it looked like a store for... super rich people... and I was not one of those.
I start walking back to the car when Emily grabs my hand and pulls me into the dress shop.
Inside were beautiful dresses. And... they all looked like they cost a million dollars.
"Emily... I don't" I start to say but she cuts me off.
"Oh come on! El this is gonna be awesome! Besides I'm buying the dress, and you need it for your birthday!"
I look at her wide-eyed before slowly nodding.
"Ok."
Squealing she grabs my hand and starts pulling me through the shop.
By the end of the day we finally walk out with a light purple flowy dress that, according to Emily matches my eyes.
The dress is sleeveless and had a sparkly belt, the back if the dress is open and has the same sparkle things going down the middle, giving it an elegant look.
Now that we finally found a dress we head home, but thats when I feel it. I look at Emily and I can tell she feels it to.
About half the pack just died.