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Chapter 4 - Chapter 3

No One's POV

after the class, Vincent went straight to the school park for having a meeting with his friends however he was listening to music through his cellphone, he was going to the music room to sing. In the meantime, he didn't know that there was a girl stalker on his back, as Vincent reached the music room, the room was filled in different types of instruments, there's a set of guitars, drums, xylophones, violins, pianos and more. He sighs and left his bag on the table near the window that sees a hallway. He took out his earphones and put them on his bag and took out one 3 sheets of paper from his bag, he looked at it and saw the lyrics he was going to memorize. He sits down and making a warm-up for his throat, on the other side. The girl watching Vincent in his back from through the window while he was warming up his throat, she blushed as she hears Vincent " My God, Vincent's voice was so beautiful" she thought and she was trying her best to avoid Vincent's attention.

Vincent's POV

Alright, I think my throat was good and I think I'm gonna practice a song called " Can't take my eyes off you" by Aesthetic it was made in old days by the original artist Frankie Valli. So, let's go.

You're just too good to be true

I can't take my eyes off you

You'd be like heaven to touch

I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived

And I thank God I'm alive

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare

There's nothing else to compare

The sight of you leaves me weak

There are no words left to speak

But if you feel like I feel

Please let me know that is real

You're just too good to be true

I can't take my eyes off you

I love you baby

And if it's quite all right

I need you baby

To warm the lonely nights

I love you baby

Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby

Don't bring me down I pray

Oh pretty baby

Now that I've found you stay

And let me love you, baby

Let me love you

You're just too good to be true

I can't take my eyes off you

You'd be like heaven to touch

I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived

And I thank God I'm alive

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off You

I love you baby

And if it's quite all right

I need you baby

To warm the lonely nights

I love you baby

Trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby

Don't bring me down I pray

Oh pretty baby

Now that I've found you stay

Oh pretty baby

Trust in me when I say

Hmm, I think she would love this song that I made for her, God I cannot explain for what is going on and my heart feels so...weird? I can't explain so easily. I sigh and I remember that Tomorrow would be Father's day, memories flashed in and saw the memories of my family spending time with them when I was little, I was hurt that they die too early. "Dad this is for you" I murmured and continue to the next song called "Perfect" By Simple Plan.

Hey, Dad, look at me

Think back, and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time

Doing things I want to do?

But it hurts when you disapproved all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for

You can't pretend that I'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cause we lost it all

Nothin' lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain, I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's all right

'Cause we lost it all

And nothin' lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

And nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cause we lost it all

Nothin' lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cause we lost it all

Nothin' lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

No One's POV

As the girl who continues watching Vincent as he singing to his deceased father, the girl gasped and whispered ' I am sorry for your loss Vincent'. So, she continued to listen.

Vincent took out his phone and tap his music app and searching the songs that he and his old man's favorite song 'Yiruma River Flows in You' as he noticed the title of the song, he got up and sit down to the piano playing the song with the sad face, then he starts playing. As the girl listening to music, her eyes brokes into tears, she put her hands to her mouth to avoid any noise because she remembers her mother who died at the age of 50 while driving home. Yet, she was dead in a car accident, while hearing the song. She leaned back on the wall as she continues listening to the music after Vincent finished the music, he got up and took the third paper and saw the lyrics that wanted to let it out his pain in his heart and soul.

"I Lost Myself" By Munn.

I lost myself that night

I threw it all away

Those are the things I hated

Then I went and caved in

I'm a mess right now

My heart is in two places

Half is back at home

The other's off and racing

I've been

Running and running and running and running away

I know they'll catch me

Running and running and running two opposite ways

I can't let my past catch me now, me now

I can't let my past drag me down, me down

I lost myself that night

I threw it all away

Recall my mother's words

But it was far too late

I feel the burden now

It's weighing down my soul

And I can't catch my breath

'Cause these demons follow

I've been

Running and running and running and running away

I know they'll catch me

Running and running and running two opposite ways

I can't let my past catch me now, me now

I can't let my past drag me down, me down

I can't let my past catch me now, me now

I can't let my past drag me down, me down

Swear I've changed

But you don't care that

I'm not the same

You'll always haunt me

I swear I've changed

But you don't care that

I'm not the same

I can't let my past catch me now, me now

I can't let my past drag me down, me down

I can't let my past catch me now, me now

I can't let my past drag me down, me down

When the girl shocked at Vincent's song she kneels again and continues watching Vincent and she heard another song.

'Colorblind' By Mokita

Slow down

I know you wanna understand

So I'll explain the best I can

What this pain feels like

It's hard

'Cause even though as I'm sitting here

I would rather disappear

Than face the world outside

I'm floating in a fallen sky

I'm okay, well, maybe not

(Here it comes again)

So I breathe, am I gonna drown?

You'll be fine, I say it out loud

I should let someone know

Maybe when I'm better

So I breathe, will it ever end?

You'll be fine, I say it again

I should let someone know

That something doesn't feel right

It's like I'm colorblind (Like I'm colorblind)

'Cause everybody's world's in color

Except for mine

It sucks

'Cause everything's in black and white

And I can't say I'm numb inside

'Cause that just sounds so dark

It's hard

'Cause even as we're sitting here

We're fighting off a constant fear

But no one sees that part

It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky

You think you're okay, then you're not

(Here it comes again)

So I breathe, am I gonna drown?

You'll be fine, I say it out loud

I should let someone know

Maybe when I'm better

So I breathe, will it ever end?

You'll be fine, I say it again

I should let someone know

That something doesn't feel right (Right)

It's like I'm colorblind (Like I'm colorblind)

'Cause everybody's world's in color

Except for mine.

As Vincent suddenly cried while the music still on (because of the music played after 'River Flows in You' then the 'Colorblind' suddenly played in). The girl saw Vincent crying to his father and she did not know what kind of life that he been through. She wanted to walk in and hug him but no, she didn't because she was afraid, she didn't know what kind of 'fear' that swelling up in her heart. "Vincent I am so sorry, truly sorry for your loss," she thought to herself. She didn't know what kind of feeling that troubles in her heart and all of a sudden she feels her stomach was full of butterflies, her cheeks flustered and buried in her knees as her cheeks were glowing in red. When she heard a chair moving, she crawled out to avoid seeing him, thankfully she hides on the left side of the wall that leads into the canteen. When Vincent opened the door while carrying his bag and locks it after that, he looked at the left hallway which he heard a noise a few minutes ago. As he was staring at the left side of the hallway(he didn't know that there's a girl hiding on the left wall). he was confused he turned his head on the right hallway he put his bag on his back and walked away.

*Meanwhile*

As the girl took a peek and saw Vincent walking away she and left walking on the left side while she placed her left hand close to her chest. " I think I am falling in love with him". She thought to herself, after that, she saw a garden on the right side of the school bridge and she saw Vincent picking up flowers then left. She smiled and whispered, " Vincent what kind of man are you?".