Chapter 13 - control

mental disorders

these things control your mind

every waking moment

of your life

these things

will be the death of you

you make decisions

revolving around your anxiety

you choose your words carefully

so that no one gets hurt

and what for?

so they dont leave you?

your depression tells you

no one loves you

and a hell of a lot more loads of shit.

ask your depression to prove it.

i have DID and DDD.

personality disorders.

my alters come out to help me,

and i cant help but wonder

what's so traumatic about my situation?

and now i can't tell what's truly happened

versus what i made up in my head.

mental disorders.

something in your brain that is not in order.

it's not supposed to happen.

it does.

and it's okay.

you just cant let it get the best of you.