i'm scared.
what have i done?
my hands are red.
what is wrong with me?
im scared.
i just killed a man.
what did he do?
i don't know.
his blood litters the floor.
my fingerprints are everywhere.
i'm scared.
what am i doing?
"run!"
or
"give up."
who should i listen to?
giving up sounds pretty great.
a murder-suicide?
why not?
at least i won't get caught.
i'm scared.
the knife i used for him
is now deep in my own abdomen.
what have i done?
black.
white.
a field?
yellow.
blue.
clouds?
i'm falling
yet
i cannot see
i cannot hear
i cannot speak
yelling.
screaming.
fire?
"welcome to hell, dear."