The Guy That Changed Me

Looking at a sharp knife, feeling how it would feel to feel great pain. Slowly putting the knife towards her wrist slowly cutting through her soft flesh. Cutting yourself more, the more you kept hurting yourself the more the pain you already had inside of her... slowly disappeared. Sonjie put the knife down on the counter she sees all the bright red flowing through out your skin falling onto the hard wood ground. As the blood was falling you could hear the loud, soft drips almost kind of like a sad song. Sonjie started walking to the living room almost walking like she was a zombie. Once she went to the living room she sat on the little sofa, she slowly looked at the time it was 3:45am. Sonjie knew if she tried to even sleep for even a second she would get nightmares about her past. While she was sitting still feeling the blood dripping on to her white T-shirt she started wondering about how... love works. How to people feel love? How can people be so happy? Sonjie's mind was full of thoughts she thought if she tried keep figuring the questions she had her mind was gonna melt like a soft liquid. Sonjie sat there dead inside staring at the dark wooden floor.