I woke up in an unfamiliar bed, an unfamiliar room with arms wrapped around my body holding me tightly and securely. Who the actual hell is this person and why is he holding onto me so friggin tightly. Just then I noticed that I was naked and I looked underneath the covers and the guy was naked as well. I looked his face and my stomach churned. I slept with Alex Sanders! No, no, no, no! This cannot be happening!
I tried getting up so I could put my clothes back on, but he wouldn't budge. I picked up his arm and moved it to his side of the bed then got up and put back on my panties, bra, half shirt, leggings, and I grabbed my stilettos so I wouldn't wake him up by them. I quietly moved downstairs and when I couldn't find Des or Jess I just put my shoes on, went outside and left without a second thought.
I got to my house and walked in as quietly a girl can in stilettos trying not to wake up her two obnoxious older brothers, Max and Mark. My parents wanted their kids to all have the same first name initials. Mark, Max, and Marissa.
"Where the hell have you been? Mom and Dad were worried sick when they left this morning." Max's angry voice came from inside the living room when I passed it.
"Hi Max. Mom and dad left this early?" I said trying to avoid the question he asked.
"Don't try to avoid the question Riss and yes they left this early. Now, where the f*ck where you at?!" He yelled angrily.
"I was at the party last night and then I slept over Des's house, okay?! Now are you done interrogating me so I can take a shower and not smell like a beer brewery or are you going to grill me all f****ing day?!" I yelled back.
Mark came downstairs wiping his eyes sleepily. "What's going on? Riss why are you just getting home?"
I didn't feel like answering him either so I pushed past Mark and made my way up the stairs ignoring the rants coming from my two annoying brothers. "Marissa Claire Smithfield! Get your ass back here! Now!" Max yelled.
"Riss just tell us where you were." Max pleaded.
I went to my room and slammed it shut locking it in place just so they wouldn't try to get in. I called Desire.
D.E: Hey boo. Whats up?
M.S: Hey. Where did you and Jess go to? I woke up this morning and you guys weren't at the house.
D.E: We went home at like 5 and when we went looking for you, you were snuggling in Alex's arms. It was cute!
M.S: Um...No it's not because what if he didn't use protection and something happens to me? Then what?
D.E: Don't worry. Nothing will happen.
M.S: Promise?
D.E: I promise. Now, Riss was Alex as good in bed as the bimbos say he is or does he suck ass?
M.S: He's really good in bed and that's weird for me saying that because that was my first time and I can honestly say that he made my first time a wonderful time.
D.E: Mmmhmmm. I'm sure he did. What was it like?
M.S: What was what like?
D.E: What was your very first time like? Sweaty and sloppy or sweet and romantic or a combination of both?
M.S: Umm sweaty and romantic? I guess it was a little bit of both. At first it hurt really bad and then it was all pleasure, like I am so sore right now.
D.E: Eww I so don't care anymore. Do Mark and Max know that you slept with their best friend?
M.S: Nope they kept asking me questions when I came home and I didn't feel like answering them so I just went to my room and locked myself in. You wanna come over? We can watch Magic Mike so you can see your husband Matt Bomer.
D.E: HELLS YEAH! Invite Jessica over too so she can see her husband, Channing Tatum and then you can see your hubby Matthew Mcconaughey. I'll get chocolate and ice cream. Tell Jess to get marshmallows. Then you supply the movie. Hour to get ready, kay boo?
M.S: Yes bae. Hour to get ready and call Jess.
D.E: Kay. Bye bye!
M.S: Bye!
After I took a long and well needed shower, I put on some little black shorts (LBS) and my delicious half shirt that was white with the words bold and gold. I went downstairs without drying my hair so it was wet and wavy. I stepped in the living room thinking I was going to see Max and Mark waiting there to interrogate me even more, but what I actually saw was even worse. Alex was sitting on my couch arms crossed with a smirk on his face.
"Hey Marissa. Nice to see you again. Did you have fun last night?" He said and my eyes widened because I knew he wasn't talking about the party at his house, he was talking about our heated romp last night in his huge ass bed.
"You're disgusting!" I seethed. "Why are you in my house?"
"Well you see I'm best friends with your brothers and they wanted to hang out today and I just couldn't miss an opportunity to see you again. Especially since now I know that you're friggin awesome in bed." He said a little too loudly.
"Shut the f*ck up Alex! My brothers would kill me if they knew I had sex much less lose my virginity to you! So please do me a favor and leave me the hell alone ya dipshit!" I half yelled, half whispered.
"What did you just say Marissa?" Max said from the staircase.
I groaned and turned around to face my brother. "Go get Mark so he can know too." I said and he turned around to go get Mark.
They get back downstairs and I tell them. "I had sex. With Alex."
"What the f*ck man! Why'd you sleep with my sister!" Mark yelled.
"I'm sorry. I was drunk and I didn't know it was her until the next day when she was leaving and I saw her from the back." Alex apologized.
"It's okay. I forgive you." Mark said. My eyes bulged out of it's sockets and I stared at Mark with disbelief while Max sat down on the couch quietly.
I grabbed my movie and went to my room. An hour later Desire and Jessica came over liked planned and we spent the whole night laughing, eating junk food, and of course talked about boys.
3 weeks later...
I woke up yet again puking my guts out and Max to be right by my side rubbing my back in slow soothing circles. "Max you don't have to be here every time I throw up. You can go now." I said after I was done and brushed my teeth.
"No, you're my little sister and I need to take care of you. Regardless of whether you think I shouldn't be there for you I am and always will be." He said.
My phone started ringing so I left my bedroom and Max left my room closing the door behind him.
M.S: Hey Jess. What's up?
J.F: Hey did you throw up again?
M.S: Yeah. Why?
J.F: BECAUSE I think you're pregnant.
M.S: What? Nope can't be.
J.F: Well let's just take a test just to make sure. Okay?
M.S: Okay. Bye.
J.F: Bye.
•••
I was scared shit less! I couldn't be pregnant! Desire, Jessica, and I went to CVS so we could get the tests. It was a normal Saturday day in Florida. When we got to CVS, I went to the ladies section and we all three just stood there staring at all of the friggin pregnancy tests.
"Um...which one do I get?" I ask.
"I have no idea." They both said at the same time. So, I just sighed and picked a random one then went to the front desk to pay for it.
After the store we went back to my house. I practically ran to the bathroom and peed on the stick then waited five minutes for the test to give me my fate. BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! The alarm went off and I looked down at the test. Positive. Omigod! I'm pregnant with Alex Sanders baby!
I sunk down unto the floor until Desire came in and found the test and called Jessica into the bathroom with us. "Who should we tell first? Your parents or your brothers because either way they're both going to freak." Jessica said.
"My parents. I want to tell them first." I said and they nodded.
"Right now would be a perfect time because they're both here so the sooner the better and we'll be with you the entire time, Riss." Desire said.
"Okay then lets do this."
We walked downstairs and saw my mom and dad at the breakfast bar in the kitchen. They both turned their heads when we stopped at the bottom step. "Hey girls! What's up lovies?" My mom said happily.
"Here goes nothing." I whispered to myself. "Mom, dad there's something I need to tell you and I don't want you to hate me afterwards."
"Honey? What is it?" My dad said seeming concerned.
"I'm...pregnant." I said softly but loud enough for them to hear.
They both looked at me with shocked expressions then they looked at eachother in some kind of silent conversion.
"When did you find out?" My mom asked coming over to me.
"About 5 or 10 minutes ago. Aren't you guys mad at me?"
"No because it wasn't all your fault. It takes two to tango." My dad answered.
"Who's the father?" My mom asked.
"Alex." I said quietly.
"What? As in your brothers best friend?!" My mom yelled.
"Yes that Alex. Where's Max and Mark?"
"In their rooms still sleeping. I think you should go tell them." My father said and I wholeheartedly agreed. I said goodbye to my girls and went upstairs to Marks room.
I knocked three times and got a "Come in!" back so I went in.
"Mark I need to tell you something and it's important so please don't hate me after I tell you." I actually started crying. He looked at me with sleepy eyes.
"Mce what is it? I promise I won't get mad." I wiped my tears and looked at him.
"I'm pregnant." His eyes went huge and I mnew what was coming next.
"What the actual f*ck did you just say?! Your pregnant? How?! When?! Where?!" He asked and in a unfamiliar calm voice.
"First; I think you know how. Second; at Alex's party. And third; in a bed like come on dude. Are you mad at me?" I said with disbelief if he wasn't mad at me.
"No, of course not. I'm mad at whoever did this. Who did do this?" He asked a lot more calmer now.
He obviously didn't remember when I told him about my and Alex's romp at his own party.
"Alex. We had sex at his party." I said softly.
"Marissa Claire Smithfield! You're pregnant with my best friend's baby?! How could you have sex with him?!" He was furious I knew but he was keeping his voice to a minimum.
"I was drunk and so was he. I didn't know what we were doing until we were actually doing it. I'm so so sorry. I don't think I can tell Max can you?"
"Yeah, I'll him but you need to tell Alex on Monday. Alright?" He said.
"Yes, I'll tell him on Monday but if he rejects me, I want you guys to still be friends. I don't want this baby to come between you two. Tell that to Max too. I'm gonna go lie down now." I said getting off the bed.
"Okay." He replied.
So I went to my room, put my phone on Spotify and left the world to sleep.
••• 2 days later •••
Monday, Monday. I just love Monday! (Hint the sarcasm) Today I was telling Alex about the baby and Max, Desire, and Jessica were going to be standing somewhere around in case he decides to run away from his baby and me the one who's carrying it. This shit fucking sucks.
I woke up with my alarm clock going off at 6:15 a.m. and school starts at 7:20. I did my morning ritual.
Shower, hair, makeup, outfit, breakfast, school. I did my bizz with shower the and then got out to dry off my hair. I did my hair as a half braid that stopped halfway and then curly the rest of the way. Then my makeup which was a smoky-eye look but with a pink shimmer on the lid of my eye. Then the outfit which was pink high wasted shorts with a pink floral crop top. Then with my white converse.
I went downstairs to go eat because I was just hungry. This baby was starving.
"Hello darling. How'd you sleep?" My mom asked as I stepped into the kitchen.
"Like a baby." As soon as I said baby, my baby decided to make me throw up.
I ran to the bathroom on the lower level of the house and puked my guts out. Max somehow got in the bathroom without me knowing and was rubbing my back in long soothing patterns. "Thanx Max. I love you." I told gim as I got up to get my fum out of my jacket pocket.
"Anytime. I love you too sis." He said as he sat down to eat his pancakes. I too sat down and maybe ots the hormones but that food was good as hell.
Mark came downstairs a little while later and he stooped by me to say hi. "Hey sis and hi baby." He said rubbing my tummy that wasn't big.
"Hey Mark. Today is the day. Lets go so I can get it over with."
"Agreed and we'll be there the whole entire time." Max said while grabbing his backpack. Me and Mark followed suit.
We went outside and drove in Max's car which was a yellow and black Camaro.
•••
We got to the school parking lot, Max dropped me and Mark off while he went to go look for a place to park. And that was when I spotted him. Alex was heading right towards us and Mark gave me a look that "TELL HIM NOW!" I nodded so that he would know I got the message.
"Hey guys! How was your weekend?" Alex said when he got to us.
"You know what I actually got this homework thingy that I have to catch up on. Later." Mark said he walked away and stood next to a tree behind Alex so that he wouldn't see.
"What about you Marissa? How was your weekend?" He asked awkwardly.
"Umm....Thats actually what I wanted to talk to you about. Look, there's something I have to tell you."
"What is it?"
"Im....p-p-pregnant." I stuttered. "And it's yours." I started crying.
"What?! That thing inside of your stomach is not mine! It has to be someone else's!" He started yelling and that got attention from people walking by.
"Actually it cant be anyone else's because you were the only one I ever slept with." I said quietly.
"Look, I'm sorry but I can't help you. Your on your own." He didn't walk away though. I did. Technically I ran away from him and all of my friends were right behind me. I ran back to my house and went to my room to cry my eyes out.