It was then you. You decided to take her, to want her because she was no one's. It was then you started to flirt with her, taking her attention away from her friends and her own body. It was then you made her friends and herself felt the phrase 'Love is blind' is real.
It was then you decided that you wanted to take her first kiss away from her, promising you will be responsible. It was you who trick her, you who changed her, who you made her lied. It was then when you came to her place, hugging her, kissing her, holding her which made her felt safe in the arms of someone she loved.
Few nights passed, and it was then when you took her virginity away, you who slept with her, you who saw her naked body. The night wasn't cold because they were becoming one with each other and it was this time, when you promised to take responsibility as a man and it was then she too take responsibility because she felt she had too.
Few nights passed and that's when she found out you cheating on her, she was worried and thinking: " Am I good enough? What do I have to change about myself? I guess I'll go on a diet. I'll spend my time more on him. " When your friend had to be the one to tell her you were cheating, they found out since you put your "mistress" name at your account, it was then you decided to break up with her, all you did to her was saying: I'm sorry for breaking my promises, I'm sorry and I hope you find a better one then me. After that you blocked her.
Did you think it will not haunt her? Did you even think what will happen to her? Did YOU NOT EVEN THINK OF HOW MANY NIGHTS SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH HER DEPRESSION OR HER CRYING HERSELF TO SLEEP AT THE DAY TIME?! Did you really not love her during those three months..
No matter what you or anyone involved with you, SHE will never listen, because the lesson had scarred her heart, which made her change. Is change good? The kind of change where she had to put a fake smile on her face every single day, smiling, laughing with her friends.
And even after all that when you wanted to find closure even though what you did to her, she still smiled at you. Wishing you happiness with the girl you're holding hands with the other day.
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