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Chapter 19 - Save and Sound ..for now chapter 19

The days came and went but I didn't get all that better I took it slow but by the end of three weeks I was back to being my self and the absent of me not being there really showed others look at me and whisper I continued to walk to the training hall I needed to work my self hared I didn't move much for about a three weeks but many visited me and it was nice but I could not stand to sit any more or be cared for so I leaf with out telling any one I need to move and work my self silly so I did just that I ran and swung my weapons then the door opened and closed red a former voce rang out no this is not true your not real the one person who I never thought I would see stud right in front of me I didn't want to see the boy my mind was playing tricks on me your dead I said

tuned to see that face that was there right in front of me the scar that reminded me of what my father made me do when I was young look at me he asked your ok now please get away from me I don't want to hurt you aging but I want to say one thing I am sorry about what I did to you your father was not ....stop I don't want to relive that day the tears left my eyes I was losing it my hart hurts if you come any closer I might do something you might not like he came closer I am sorry for all the pain I ran before he could finish the sentence but I didn't get far he stopped me let go no look at me no I can't I hurt the only one I told I was going to keep safe I hurt you so much every time I looked at you its that day over and over when I hit you and you fell to the ground yelling in pain and I could do nothing as my father parsed me for hurting you were my beast friend I am not gone I am here now so please look at me I cant if I do you might not be there fine then fight me I will show you that I am week no more he went after me what are you doing I was slipping stop I don't want this I shoved him back fight me no he came at me again no I will not I don't want to hurt you again I am stronger this time I will not get hurt no I moved out of the way I will not I hard the open and close and not a minite later he was sent flying it was Calista the pups told me that you needed help that you sent them pain I ran to find you what is going on I hurt ..I lost it I cried I don't know what it was but I moved on my own he tried to hit her and kill her the sadness was now gone it was replaced by anger I could feel the other me scratching to come out I could see the hurt go to his face why now why for her he yelled I have the power now to keep the people I care safe I though you were dead the sadness came back and new tears came I could feel myself losing it I didn't have the silver ban with me I sliped the last think I said was to Calista save him the other side took over it had been a long time sense it have full control but it did

oh gods she lost it no Cressida not agine I don't want to see her like this she throw the poor guy to the floor he got up moved out of the way she destroyed the floor where he was pine at but just as she was about to hurt him more I rammed into her sent her flying I rolled to a stop next to her I got up and ran to the guy who the hell are you I am her old friend her father made her almost kill me I could feel the color drain from my face what she never wanted to hurt me she was forested to I didn't ever get to tell her that I was alive before her father got rid of me .....so then she though that she killed her friend that's horrible why would he do that well she was to be give away to someone who was though to be a killer so he tread her to kill the best instead of helping it but she never new why she was always so kind I was her first and last friend she ever made until she was up and her eyes were that dark blue this is going to be bad how well can you fight good enough for some time ok ready for what well your bate she went after Cressida she was fast and held her off for me to get to her and help but I was just to slow she was crazy how are they so fast I felt so bad I was nothing compared to her fast and it was then that I was kicked to the back wall and was about to be killed but just as she was about to kill me her knife hovering over him she came back I am sorry she said she was shivering I hurt you that day I hurt my self that day to I really cared about you were the only one to make me happy for a very long time but I ....its ok I know you didn't want to he made you I am sorry she fell to the ground next to him and hit the ground over and over agene but I did it agine to day its ok I asked for it this time the door open and closed I could here paws on the ground he most have felt it what the hell is that zack said as Adonis came in that might be my over portative puppy his gold eye were worried for me he could tell that I had been crying he shifted and held me that warmth was welcoming where were you ten mints ago I was stuck as a bunny I just brushed out laughing zack this is Adonis he is the wolf but also a shifter he looked dumfounded the what right.... I said more to my self then him the man wolf oh I had a lot going throw my mind and the first thing I said what are you doing here and how did you find me well about that ....I went to the next town over and when I saw this lady in red wanted post I just new but as I got closer and closer I fond that you had all but diapered so I walk and walk until I clasped I woke up here I have been trying every think to find you to tell you I am not dead but I didn't know that you were here what do you mean every one knows that I am here I didnt he looked at me then to Adonis looks like you have some people you really care about now I do I squeezed Adonis's hand there're not the only ones I have many that care about me you do yes and I would very much like for you to meet them but its late ok tomorrow wait your hiding something from me why tomorrow well... I cant get up right now he said my legs don't seem to want to move oh boy I move from Adonis and helped him to his feet dam this hurts I am sorry no I did this to my self you know what don't move I have some one who can help you now I called Calista over can you help him out I guess are you guys ok now yes come here she looked him over nothing I can see but I don't want to ...you know here yes your coming home with me to night but I no he tried to get away from me to only be picked up by me and Calista your not getting away this time but I.... now fine lets go we got back to the tree set him down on the table what no the bed if you tell me what to do one more time I am going to hurt you even more ok we put him on the table now let me into your mind what nope not happing now I will not do anything but help you trust me her eyes were so loving and caring I gave in fine I got in and it was bad his eye was.... I will fix it I looked around he has so many old thinks that has to hurt I went back why are you so hurt its not as bad as it looks ....is it he questioned I have seen a lot and this is bad you have so many why and don't lie to me they are all from him no what did you do I went back for you about two weeks ago looking for you but I couldn't find you any were I went to him I just wanted to know if you were ok but when I went there he beet me I left and and went to the last place I remember herring about you and that's how I ended up here ok lie back down I am going to need to fix a lot of thing but I can do it I went back to mind lets start with your arm its the worss part I peced back his arm very fast and cast it one down now for the mark it was esey I pulled the part that had been hurt and heled it his eye will have to be done by Calista I moved to his ribs it almost hit his organs I pulled and cracked it back into place that hurt him I could tell now to his sholder this was kind of hard I need a lot of force to push it back into place I left his mind I am gong to need help with this next part your not going to like it boys I called they came what is it I need your help with something ok Cody your going to hold him down Felix your going to with all of your strength hit right here ok what I am going to what its ok trust me ok sorry man its ok ready I gest go smack and a crake it was back don't let him move go it ok I went in and made sher that it was in place I then casted ok thats it for the inside now all we have to do is your eye Calista would you yes I can fix it not a problem she had his eye back to the silvery blue ok your all better now but your not moving for a long time ok but is it really all done even yes you want to see he took a deep breath yes I do I took him to the mire is that really me yes I hope that this help make up for what I did to you all the years ago come now you need to rest and so do I I help him to the next room over and on to the bed get some sleep you should feel a lot better the next morning I was about to leave he said thanks a lot your welcome I left I want to sleep and I want Adonis to snuggle with but when I went to see him I saw the cutes think I have ever seen he was a cute little bunny he was all black but his little paw were pink can I just say I love this new form oh stop I am stuck agine oh so that means I pick him up and snuggled him in my arms I don't hate this he said I know lets go to sleep I took him to the bed and went to sleep with him in my arms

I wake to the sound of small birds and rain oh the rain I love it what am I going to do now that everything is in order here and I have tried hard and I have a war to plane would it be war but where do I start its not like anyone has a book on this I think I need to ask Felix this he is the guarded of the remaining two weapons and we still have to find them and I need to I was interrupted by a soft nock on the door I went and opened it I need your help with what sam what is wrong I ...he stared but didn't finish you know how I told you I went to see you father yes that's not all ok its your mother she was my hart dropped what happened well she was scared it looks like you father took over the town and every one there are slaves you see once you were gone you thought that you would come back after you um...killed the wolf man but you didn't he blame the town for it so he went nuts killed the orders and took over and any one who went agented him he don't say it before I left I told your mother that I would bring you back as soon as I fond you so that you could help but now lets go what now I will not let my father kill off the people who cared for me let me get everyone I wake up everyone ready your self's why we need to go to my home my father has lost it get your things we need to go sam you are coming right yes then your now part of this group you will not hurt or turn on any one do I make my self clear yes here she passed me a mask it was red lets go I packed everything fast I hate my father yes but my mother I love so very much I put my travel close on I dress and pulled my red clock on and finish it off with the peopled Jim and weapons on it felt right ok is every one ready thank the gods that the girls had spent the time to trine and clean out the wagon it look like they had got a few thinks as well nova looked nice she had a blue simple dress and a clock to match it Lilith had a navy blue dress on with hidden patterns on it as for raven she had light green dress with a hint of Wight on the bottom of the dress I could see that the were waiting for something I was nuched by Calista you have one more think to do as you know I trained them what did you give me when I was ready oh right lets go you three we have one more think you all need Calista if you would come with me

I walked to the blacksmith shop that was at the center of town I hopped that they had the things they needed I don't know how they were trended or anything but they were fast to leaned I steped into the shop oh was I not let down they had everything and when I mean every think this is how it will work you all will find something that works for you and then you will test it out ok now go they look at me with a wired look what really they asked yup your not going to test us oh I will why do you think I test to test them after the look pail ok now go they went and looked around I saw something that was a bit strain they all went for a weapon like mine how did you trine them the same why you did with me oh no what I shoed you that way because you could handle it how well are they about as fast as I was when I finished oh know you did to good of a job well I had to you were out how else are they going to ok what about the back up weapon the what the little knife I gave you that what is that for shot looks like you still have a lot to learn I guess I do ladys they look at me I want you to have a smaller weapon to have a small knife is very help full U could see that they went to the smaller knifes and each took one good the two of them did that but nova was looing at a staff it was mettle and had a lager Kristal at the top what are you looking at this it called to me but I have no idea how to use it that's fine look I picked it up you see here it splits in two and if I am right click out can a blad wow cool right and you can you machk with it see if you want this then take it she took it from my hands wow this is a lot lighter then I thought that it was going to be ok now that you have that I went to Lilith she was looking at something like mine is this what you want I don't know she said I want smothink a little difrent then how about this it was a bit longer then her arms and was a little haver then what I had they look nice but ok lets move form here I pulled her away to a little coner of the shop the was a ice blue par of blades hanging there what are throws she said and picked them up it was a bit strange the mettle was blues look there blue a sword with no name why is that the shop keeper came out look there you can pick that up what do you mean I can even move them what let me see I grabe them and nothing happened um really he hoped over the conter and took the wepon and his hand fell to the ground help he said ok she pick it up and said asorry way to many times is that going to be all for you guys not there are two more I then went to raven she had a look that said it all you don't know what your doing do you nope not a clow help ok you were tout to ues somthin like this I pointed to mine how about somthink like that ok we looked around nothink called to her until we were in the area of long blads there was something hidone there what it that she moved the think around and the a pare of eyes yes eyes the handole were snakes cool she picked them up and they came to life what the hell I said cool they raped around her reset and stay there I gess they like you yah then lets go ok we went to the front I was about to pay for something when I hurd some one say there gone they were mine I wanted them I look behind me and see a girl look at raven she came over and took her rist you give them back to be she pulled her rist free no the chose me and I already payed for it she looked at me I relished her that I did infaced pay for them or well the queen did she said that anythink I need she would help so no I want then she went to swing at raven I wouldn't do that if I was you I look and there was sky if you want to loos you hand you should stop and why is that I walked forward because I would take it he face drand of coler but I or is that you want to fight me I let my face go num she back away oh I have a grate idea how about you fight her fore it if you win then you can have them and if not you get nothing dill ok follow me they did I went to the traing yard ok the first one to hit a point of death lose got it anything goes she readied her self the snakes reformed into beautiful weapons the other girl looked at her you are nothing she said

who is she I aserd sky oh her she is a noble from the hire ups wow I turned back to the fight raven mad the frist more and nocked her way back but she blocked ok the other girl came at raven but she was to fast dead she had missed by a lot you dead end of mache rave has one but how I had her she was she swong agien but missed agien she did this over an d over until I ravan had enough she looked to me don't hurt her to much she kicked the girl back and she rolled to a stop that's enough raven ok the snackes went back to her rest and she came to me but I saw the girl get up and move so very fast I blocked her it over I told her as are blads met how did you I am the one who toute her she fell to the ground ok I was worng I am sorry its ok but don't do this every agien got it raven you have passed I gave her the red and black mask wow thank you sky helped the other girl off of the feald ok next me nova meat me in the ring alright come at me ok she did just that she swong at me I blocked they were fast wow this is fun ok I hit back and she took every hit I was houlding back as to not hurt her but she pushed me back and didn't stop there she had a will to win this I gave it my all now I let go ok I was twice as fast she didn't even see me I sent her fling but she flipped and landed and on her feet ok what you passed I pulled the maske out and handed it to her ok Lilith now ok she moved so smoothly she hit me over and over but isaw something that was really cool the weopns she had were liting up blue when she hit her weapons let out a blue light I moved out of the light because if I didn't I would have been cut in two I look behind me the trees were cut to pieces I looked back you pass I handed her the mask with this you are with me fore ever you most not let any one you don't trust see your face or you could put your self in danger and others ok the said all that aside we are family now don't hold anything back you can tell me anything thank you for everythink you have don't to help us your welcome now I have a lot to tell you all about my home as you know people I love are in danger and the mission I am going on is a lot to take in you may have to kill to keep your self save I would never ask you to unless you all are ok with it we all understand we told you that we want to be stronger you gave that to us we under stand what it may cost to stay at your side you told us you would help us we will not run now good lets go back now

when we got back the wagon was hitched up and night was ready to go ok the last think I did was to put the siver band on I didn't want to lose it and it helped a lot the last stop we made before was to the queen I told her and explained that I had to go to my home she didn't ask we why she just said to take thes and to give them to the other it was silver bands thank you I will be back as soon as I can no she said what you must go to the droves next I need there support and they need to know what I have planed she handed me a paper take this and give it to there king he will know what to do with it ok thank you I walked out let the little ones know that I am leaveing I had just left the place when I saw Anny running to find us she jumpe into my arms whats wrong I don't want you to leave he here I want to go with you oh huny I saw rose running to get her with a bag what are you up to um well I was gong to see you off and stop her this is for you I open it of you didn't have to but I did you helped so much for me and this is all I could do this will help a lot thank you I put it in the back you and I put Anny down I am sorry little one but you cant come I have many things I have to do and don't you think that your mom and dad would miss you yes but I would miss you and wolf more cant you stay pleases she looked at me with the eyes no I cant I am sorry but you said I was family and you would never let me get hurt that is enough here I took the jim that Adonis had given me and snapped it in two now you can talk to me anytime you want an I will talk back you will see me agine I promise ok she was crying now the big blues eyes melted my hart you are loved little one by all of us remember that I need to go I tied it back around my nick I hoped back on to the wagon the others fallow on emerald and honey and her full the young one was so sweet she was named maypole because of that we road for a day I wanted to get there as soon as possible it had been pick dark out when we stopped to rest I went to sleep first I didn't want to stay up with any one around me I was to tired of what the days had come to be sleep train I did grow sick up the peaceful place but I was ready to fint the others we are missing two and my home I hoped that my mother was ok I hoped that father didn't do anything to her I let my mind drift until I fell asleep

I look at her and see only full form the way she laufet to even hw she sleeps I don't know if she is ready to face the man that gave her away to a monster I turned away from her I hope they don't hate her because of me or try to kill her I just don't want to help her I have never felt the sens of pain that I do now this is kind of sad on my be half hey Adonis hey I looked over and Calista was calling my name what you were spaed out I wanted to get your atonchon why well he came over do you know what her home was like she doesn't talk much about it and every time I asked or even asked she pushed it off or got really mad no I don't the only think I do know is that when I frist meat her she was kind and sweet but then when we were in danger she turned to a different person she kill a man to save a little fox pup she never killed after that until she fond you she never told me why she just cried when you got back she just lost it and then she go up and put you back together you see she is really good at putting people back together she even helped me I don't know what it it but I feel like I could never really hurt her if I trid I love her what about you what went threw your head the first time you meat her its hard to think back to that now but if I would have to say pain a lot of it but when she wock up I could see the compassion in her eyes and I trusted her I really did I almost lost that when they strung me up and had there way with me but when she came the men who were there never saw it coming I saw the tears on her face but I was fading in and out but she came I was relived what are we going to face when we get there I don't know but we are going to stand as one and help her I hope so Cody said we have been throw a lot with her we have nothing to worry about Felix said she is strong and can take care of her self but we will be there just in case novea said I want to repay her for all the help she has given me I do to Lilith said then we are going to have to work even hared then before raven said I own a lot to her she brought me back from self destruction Sam said I don't know if I would be here without her so I will stay by her said if that's what she wants I am glad that she has a people to look out for her she didn't have much before Adonis said but we all need to get some sleep now go on they leaf one at a time until I was alone aging glad to know that I am not the only one worry about her I tire to sleep but it didn't happen I just lied there worried

the morning was bad I never felt so much techno in the air why was everyone on ega cody espsole cody did you do somthink wrong no I am just nervs why we get to my home soon I stopped oh ya how you feeling not all that good my father is going to be mad want I thought that you seiad he new nope I leat a note and smack ow what was that for I took some ones kid with out there consent you itdeit good I am going to have another mess to cleen up sorry I just new that he would never let me go I can understand why look at me and every one I am sorry its ok you can hold your onwn now so maybe he will be happy now I am in so much trubloe now yes you are come on I have to get there sooner stop the wagon night come on we have a small trip to do put emerald here and felix rid up front I put nights satol on and cody fallowed me but I soo saw that the full was not going to have it leave her here we need to go fast and she does not want to leave her baby but were am I come on up what no ....now but now no Calista if you would ok she moved him on to nigh and I held him on put me down no we have to go and fix your mess up we ride for a hour and meet the town entry this is it ya it really is come on night we have to go to that black smith shop I take off my mask and hound now get in there but now he jumped off and I fallowed behind him he went in and the little bell rang hold on be right with you he came to the front and drop the knife he was holding son I am back father he hugged him was your a lot more wow you put him throw some crazy stuff I bet you have no idea I am so sorry I took your son with out telling you I was told he leaf a note that he went with you I new that I new that he would come back when he was ready and here he is but only a year son you see its not that I am staying father we are passing thrower oh but I wanted to see you and show you how much I grow you scer did maybe you can help me with something yes I can you see this kid keeps coming in here and demanding to fight you maybe you can get him to leave yes father who is it well he comes then the door opened and the kid was much bigger then him but he was deftly older then him you he said were have you been you hurt my little brother I want to fight you because of that wow way to get to the point fine but if I win you leave this shop and my father alone dill what ever

I fallowed them out hey wait what here I handed him the siver band its from the queen ok he put it on over his rist it tiend just enough to stay in place I don't want you to lose your self out there got it hey what's takin so long you taking to that women I threw my knife at him cunk it hit a tree just close enough to scare got anything else to say no mam not fight him who are you I am the one that tried him he looked at him then to me and laughed you were tried by a women that hit a nerve but he stopped when he saw Cody he may be young but he was well built now not over built but strong enough and fast to ok frist to hit the other wins wait what oh you sered cody said no but I then pick up your weopn and fight me ok he did just that he went to hit but missed by a lot what are you doing cody asked he went for Cressida that's a bad idea but it was too late she had block him how did you so now you want a fight with me now cody do you mind nope not at all kid good luck you pissed her off what she throw him back and came at him from behind kicked him to a tree try that agine you little bitch and see if you live she let him fall to the floor but I could see that she held back by a lot the kid was not dead the kid got up and went to swing at her I blocked it have you luernd nothing fine I guess I have to dill with you song the kid blocked it but I pushed the poor kid to the ground cody finish this its pain full to see but you told me not to yes but that doesn't mean to hold all the way back that is true I kicked him and he slid to a stop and didn't get back up he had been nocked out I win my boy look at you thanks dad if I may I have a question to ask anything well you think we can camp here for the night yes but there are a lot of us and I would not want to be a pain no not at all being them all he said ok by the time everyone was here it was sun set how did it all go well it all ok now he said that we could camp here in the back yard it has a lot of room I showed then to the back ok well lets set up camp they pulled out the tents and every one went to help I fell back and wne to talk witht the old man would it be ok if I have you look at somthink scer lets see I pulled my wepons and haned then to him the need some work but nothing I can have done with a good nights work is that really ok yes you helped my boy become stronger then I could ever and you put him on the right path his mother would be proud thanked that mean a lot I went back to the yard and saw that it had been put together mostly by Calista and nova and make the tents were nice but what I didn't expect was how nice they were what you don't think I was a poor girl did you nova said I had a lot of money I used most of it to get this but I think that it will work well really lets see I went in and just wow it look really small but it was huger and cool the summer heat was coming fast and this was nice this is all nice but were do we sleep there the floor was soft and warm did I tell you how much I love you right now I was never one who like the hard ground but that's not all theres more yes like I said I don't like to stink and well I saw it and had to have this she pulled a paper door and there was a bath and a shower I swear I was going to cry thank you for all of this but wate what about the boys well the have the cool air but thats about it but I did buy a lot of soft thinks wait were does this all go oh it all folds up and gets pack into the wagon they don't take up a lot of space ether wow ok I want to sleep and wash and the others they don't know yet let me go and get them I walked out and the girls were about to go and bathe you all come with me we are staying in that tent and I need to show you what they can do but we I pulled them into the tent wow this is a lot to is that a warm bath Calistas eyes glemed with happniss I think I am going to cry I have not bather in almost a week it took so long to get here and I was really starting to get grouss I am in love with it wait why was this not put up other times well I had to read the instructions if I didn't it could have....a number of thinkgs she pulled the book out and showed us it said

thing that could happened fires ,teas and even death please do not use if you have not read this book all the way throw

so I had to read it all the way but I did and I put it all up see nothing bad happened that's good and I am so thank full but don't buy thing that could kill you ok will do but go on and get cleaned up and I will keep a look out ok I step out side and find that things are calm and take a minits to rethink of what could happen when we get there and if this was the right think it do I just don't want to do the wrong thing but after every think I have been throw I and seen I don't think I cant just go back and it all be the same and my poor mother I cant think of what my father put her threw I want to save he and put my home back in place but thinking of what the cost is going to be ...I don't want to think any more why is this so hard I yelled what I didn't expect is to get a answer its not that hared you just make it hard you have a choice to make its not going to be easy not at all but look at you now what would I do with out you Adonis I don't know what you would but I am always here thanks but there is more to it you need something don't you well to see you is all I am just nares to go back you know bad memories

how could I have forgotten what he went throw before I was with him the colr of red still bothers him to day although my red is different he said its more of a warm red welcoming red but I never asked him how he was doing

how are you doing with all of this I asked him there is a lot going on in my mind and hart but I am ok really there was a hint of question I my voce yes going back is hurts a little but I am not the same any more and I have you with me and I have every one else as well I have a group of people that I can trust and care for its nice but that does makes it a little eser to go back what about you I just come right out and say it I pissed off at my father for what he did but I ...I posed I know what I have to do but I don't know if I can do it that man put me there a lot and I don't kmow if I can keep my self sane if I fight him then don't let me rip him to paces and save everyone I don't want that Adonis I don't want my people to see you as you once was it could send the wrong message I don't want to see you hurt agine I am so tired of seeing you sad and having to make all these decision