The month when that being was creating the constitutional base inside me was hell to me; it was the time when I had felt the most dreadful pain in my life.
There, I was lost in pain for more than three weeks, having no idea about anything other than having simple thought that is to survive. I had become a dingy in a furious sea.
In this time, I could not do anything other than let pain wash over me and maintain the spark of my consciousness with all my efforts, so it could not be crushed under the humongous waves of pain and make me a vegetable.
During that process, I could not practice any method as my body and soul were going through the transformation during that period, so the only thing I have during those painful days is me.
