I slowly released my breath and stopped.
My whole body shook and threatened to fall, but I controlled myself and slowly sat down, careful not to slip under my own sweat.
I sat down and closed my eyes before starting to take a deep breath.
Till two and a half months ago, it was extremely hard to do this. The moment I finished with Danse of Uksanavor, I would simply fall and fall into sleep.
Now, I am just very tired.
I am also feeling very sleepy, but the feeling is controllable.
I had worked hard to achieve that; I couldn't simply fall into sleep, after the practice. It may be fine in the organization, but when I am outside, I can't let myself be unguarded.
Especially when there are no Ashlyn and Nero, whom I trusted with my life.
