It was a feeling which had both parts, selflessness and selfishness . They were selfless enough to sacrifice each other's life whilst selfish enough to take the other side into their hands so that no one else was allowed to interfere.
No one could understand how heartbroken she had felt when she heard about Tang Yun being pregnant with Jing Yichen's child.
That heart-breaking feeling engulfed her within one second because of which she couldn't move at all.
Jing Yiran had asked her to come into the living room but she couldn't, not because she didn't want to, but because she didn't have any strength to move her legs at that time.
Because she was using all her strength to control her brain to stay calm and rational.
It was not until she recovered her senses when she realised that Tang Yun couldn't have possibly gotten pregnant with Jing Yichen's child. It was then that she got the strength to forge ahead.