Altina
Outside the window from the top of the tower
A scenery of land bathing in snow and leaves
One portion, a mountain so tall capped in snow
Another below the mountain a forest painted in green
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Wings of an angel
(08/07/15)
Clear as transparent crystal
Blue as water
Wide as ocean and sky
Soft as cotton
Most fragrant among flowers
Flying silently like an owl
Source of life and elegance
Warm to touch yet cold to see
This is how I describe the wings of an angel
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Tell me now
(Opposite Worlds)
(10/20/15)
Tell me now what you see
Tell me now what you feel
To the land over the hill
To the hands of human's will
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(first two lines came from the song - Tell me now by Moya Brennan)
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Alien?
(08/11/15)
Clear sky, so blue
Clouds floating on it
My little brother playing outside
Mine as I watch the sky
As changing from time to time
Sensing fear out of nowhere
My heart skip a beat suddenly
wide eyed at the scene
As clouds parting, above our place
Shouting to my little brother to go home quickly
Even others calling too
A round shining air/spaceship float
Door open
Men in tuxedo came down
Searching something
Panic engulf me as my little brother didn' hear me
Shouting at him repeatedly was no use
As men near at the house
Run faster than the wind
Lift him like a pillow
Then hid him in the house
Before I close the door
Paralyze in fear, wide eyed
...
The next thing was I don't know
As my consciousness faded...
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Unknowing
(08/05/15)
Small light glowing in the dark
Wish for a peaceful place somewhere over the darkness
Fly away from painful truth
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A red flower in the grass
Eye of a lonely yet kind someone's, something's self
Charm for happiness and love
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Water on the deep bluish sea
Cast tranquility and warmth to every stone-cold hearts
A place in the heart of hope
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Under the stars, my love
(08/23/15)
Time to past the sun's day
May the moon's night be so gentle as hay
As the cold wind telling of the upcoming winter
Will never freeze the warm heart of a lover
A scene in the past memories
Remembering the love and its stories
Of two lovers who will never leave side by side
Forever until the feelings anymore can't be hide
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Unfortunate adventurers
(12/06/15)
Castle of old world
Stood in the middle of a huge mountain
Dangerous to climb up
As dark(ness) creatures lurking around it
Group of travelers enter it
Challenges encounter and won
Items and treasures obtained
Happiness etched in their faces
One night, they camp almost near the entrance of the castle
Fire lit the surroundings
Giving warmth to their cold hands and feet
But suddenly the happiness turned into horror
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Oroborous
(10/25/15)
Meeting of two
Completing the cycle
Comes the shape of a circle
Turning the time to move
Sword of light
Shield of dark
Dance of souls
Song of life
Moonlight passage
To sun's dawn
Wind's changes
Works of a human
Bringing the wishes
Flying of dreams
Hope for the better
Leaving them to hands of fate
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Death (?)
(12/18/15)
Night
Someone outside
Waiting
Who?
Suddenly she look at me
Eh?
She asked me to go outside
But I don't know her
But... I still follow her
She looked so normal to me but kinda weird outfit
kimono-like and the color was black
Why... I asked her
After I said it the house suddenly collapse
Waaahh... my parents were still there! I'm gonna help them!!!
Before I reach the collapsed house
The girl grab me and we both jump high
Away from the house
I tried to release myself from her but she's strong
I look at the house still thinking
Hope... wish all of them were safe...
The girl said that they were safe beacuse her teammates already rescued them
A sigh of relief
But wait... why we both run away from the house
What's that suppose to mean?
A demon gate suddenly opened in your house
Eh... demon gate? I thought it was only happen in books or if it is real they were always in dark places our house was in the- (cough cough)
oh no... I think I'm gonna cure you immediately
huh? (cough)
While coughing roughly, still covering my mouth, why I'm coughing hard like this? I think I'm not sick but now she mentioned the demon gate... I started coughing again... Urgh it hurts now...
Now clenching my chest, my throat and lungs... its like someone clutching both of them hard. My sight became blurred, heart beats slowly, my surrounding never realised change, not thinking straight... am I going to die? It is like this?
I look at the girl but I can't see clearly of her doing beside me
Something cold flow to my mouth, down through my throat...
Huh... it feels good... I realize that I...
!!!
I can't breathe... why...
I tried to move my feet but before I step I staggered and fall down
head first... ouch...
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Maybe this is my punishment for something I did like a grave sin
Ah... I accept it... I think I deserve more
If it is more painful than this
Well remembering, certainly that my soul will always for hell
My thoughts for those didn't change until now, hehehe...
'Cause I'm not for the heaven
Sin is a sin
Changing your way is difficult
But if you a faith on - that is another story
But for me, I can't change 'cause believing and having faith on - ... um... it's so hard and I don't know why
Maybe even when I was a child I'm still thinking or maybe as a wish as if can be come true- that I accept my soul will always for hell, ugh why I'm thinking this...
Is this always for near death experience to be- uh... (?)
So much thoughts... maybe I'll- these now
I'll quiet myself and wait for my death
My little consciousness is there and I felt something, someone
Holding my wrist maybe checking my pulse
Another is on my left side holding my body into a sitting position
A glint caught my blurred vision and then-
A sharp something stab through my chest straight in my heart
I have no emotion or feeling to react to that action
'Cause my senses failed me to experience that stabbing
[huh... at last... I can sleep...]
I now...