M: For Maturity.
...
Song Luli tried to make the most of the daunting days that followed.
She didn't know what Han Ru's plan was, what actions he would take, and according to some of his colleagues, he was nowhere to be seen.
Some say that he took a vacation leave, but Song Luli and Long Jie knew that wasn't the case—he wouldn't just have fled the country.
Song Luli went to the shooting range to relieve her frustration. She had been practising, but her aim was still not entirely precise.
She was a fool to believe Han Ru would change; she was a fool to think that their plan to save him would work.
"You obliterated the target," Song Luli hear her instructor say through her muffled hearing.
"I know," Song Luli replied, reloading.
"You can't let emotions drive you," he said. "It will make you reckless."
Song Luli paused, turning to face her instructor. "I know. I'm sorry."
