Areena
Every single minute I think about everything that happened.But that made me more depressed. Four months were passed. And everything is change now, Papa's health is still uneven .Our financial condition is also affected as papa is the only earning person in my famil and due to his health,he did not able to work properly.
I really want a break from my life.I can't share my feelings to anyone, even not with Sara.
It is 2'o clock mid night,And i am still unable to sleep properly like lasts four months nights.
I have to do something.I can't live my life like this. I have to think about something else.
With that thought,I opened my chatsbook.Soo many messages and notification pop up on my notification bar.
I opened messages from my school and college friends first. They all send their heartly sympathies for my dad and me. I typed thankful message and send it to all of them.
Meanwhile, a new messege arrived. I opened it ..and it is from non other than Abid
I don't know why but i feel very happy when his message arrived.
I opened it...
"Hey...beautiful....where are you from these past four months...?? Are you okhh??"
I don't know,he is actually cared for me or not.But I am happy that someone asked me about myself. I replied him...
"Assalamualaikum.... Abid... I am fine... My father was not well.. He has been a heart attack after two days i talked you... That's why..
Anyway how are you??"
Abid: Walaikumsalam...Ohh.... I am soo sorry dear.. Is is fine now??
Me: Ya.. Alhumdulilah... He is good..
Abid: Are you okh...beautiful??
I really want to cry now.This is first time when someone asked about me with soo much concern.
Me: Yaa.... I am finee...dear... Thank you for your concern..😊
Abid : Your welcome beautiful..actually i really liked talking with you that night.. So I sent you that message.. But after that night ...you didn't came online.. Soo I am little afraid that.. You must be angry with me..
He is right,I am angry with him. But the fact is,Am i really angry??Ofcourse not...
Me : Ya I am angry... But now I am not... Because I also like talking with you...
Abid : Seriously..... I mean....Thank God.... You know I am soo much afraid that you do not talk to me...
Me : hayee... Firstly cleared me that what you are...little afraid...or..soo much afraid??...😄😄
Abid : Hmm .... Beauty with brain... I like it...😉
I again talk with him the whole night and seriously this is the amazing night. I smiled, Laughed,Giggled.. I did every thing that makes a person happy.I am really thankful to Abid for this amazing night. When my alarm rang for fajir prayer. I bid him good bye,And make wuzu and perform my prayer and i also thanked Allah for give me the reason to smile.
Now,this is our I mean Abid and mine, Normal and Daily routine. We did not disturbed each other in day hours. But we talked whole nights. I reallly enjoyed his company and He is really a big flirter,he did not missed any chance of flirting with me. I liked his sense of humor.His choice of words while talking.
I can't spend my day properly when he didn't came online or I am unable to talked to him because of some reasons.
Altogether,talking with him is like a habit for me. A veryyy Beautiful habit.
I am thinking all that,when a message arrived.
Abid:Â Hey.... Beautiful...what are you doing??
Me : Nothing.... Just chatting...
Abid : Well... I have to tell you something...?
Me : So say it na.... When you take my permission to tell me something??
Abid : You know I really like talking with you... I mean i am unable to start my days..without talking to you...
Me : Okhh thats I know.... You told me many times... So...??
Abid : I like you....
Me :Â As a Friend na.... Ya.. I likee you too...
Abid : Nooo.....not as a friend... More then friend...
Me : Ohh...i got it....You mean brother...😉
Abid : Noo....ofcourse not... Don't say that again.
I get it,what he is trying to say.But i am not ready for that. I can't believe someone for love . I mean i believe him.But not much to accept him like that. I am in my thoughts when my phone buzzed,
Abid : I Lovee You... Areena..
My heartbeats run with a speed of metro trains,now. I didn't not want to break his heart.He is my friend,And i also don't want to lose his friendship.. As it is my last happiness. My phone buzzed again, Ohh i forget about Abid..
Abid : Are you there Areena..??
What should i do now,think Areena....you can't just lost your last happiness.
My phone buzzed again.
Abid : I am sorrryy.... Please reply me....
Ohh.... He is sooo sweet,he said sorry. But he didn't do anything wrong. Firstly, I have to reply him.
Me : You don't have to say sorry... You didn't do anything wrong... But I did not interested in all this. I hope you understand...
He didn't replied me. I sent another message...
Me : I am sorry.... Abid..
I eagerly wait for his reply.
Abid : I still love you... Because i can't do anything now... But i think you are afraid ....afraid from love...because you didn't believe me...am i right??
How he know everything. Am i said too much loud.I am still in my thoughts when my phone buzzed.
Abid : Don't think too much baby... I can understand... Can you give me your number please.. As a FRIEND...
He said he wants my number as a friend is that true or not. Ya Allah.. Plzz help me to take right decison.
Abid : Please beautiful... You said we are friends... And i really enjoyed talking with you... You are like a habit for me.... A beautiful Habit....
My mouth went open.I am shocked, When he said that,who is he?? a ghost or something. How did he know everything that i think?? I am still in my shocking attire,when my phone buzzed again....
Abid : Ohh common dear.... I am not that bad... You can trust me..
Okhh, I decided.. I give him my number.
Me : Okh.... My number - *******935
Abid : Ohh .... I am soo lucky .. I can't believe it... You send me your number. Thank you soo much dear... Soo... Can I call you now??
Ohh God,i forget he is really mad..
Me : No...Abid ...its mid night now....You can only call me after 12'o clock mid day...not before it or not after it....understand...
Abid : Okh ....Madam... Any other order for me.... Its my pleasure to receive an order from you...
Me : Not now....
And we talked after that the wholee night.