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Chapter 39 - Erika Itoh (2)

She never knew that the trick her mother used to block some of her uncles would come in handy. Deep inside her heart she was thanking her mother for showing her that lowly trick. That lowly trick that would prevent Shizu and Kira from contacting each other. She then accessed all of Kira's social medias and unfriended Shizu Katagiri on all platforms. Her heart was beating fast as she was aware that she shouldn't be doing any of that, but she didn't bat an eye. Her face remained calm as she was removing Shizu Katagiri's profile from all of his social medias. She did it very quickly as she refused to see Shizu Katagiri's face. She could not believe that love could give her so much strength. She believed that it was love, she did it in the name of love.

She had always been disgusted by Shizu that's why she always elegantly refused Kira whenever he wanted to show a picture of Shizu. She was afraid that she would see Shizu and Kira in her dreams.

After unfriending her, she still did not feel satisfied so she blocked all of her social medias. When she was done, she threw his phone abruptly to the table then covered her mouth with her hands. She did not know whether she was stopping herself from screaming in regret or yelling from happiness. Kira would never find out right?

The cell was opened and Kira entered. He gave her a quick smile then bowed his head to apologize to Erika Itoh. He felt sorry for crying in front of her. Erika Itoh tried to act natural even though inside she was dead worried that Kira might find out about her hijacking his phone. She wouldn't stop moving her leg and couldn't take her eyes off his phone. Kira realized that Erika was looking at his phone so he took it for a quick check then shrugged.

"She still hasn't called." He tried to smile as he put his phone back to his pocket.

Erika Itoh picked herself up as she couldn't contain the uneasy feeling in her chest. She bowed her head then excused herself. Little did she know that it would take her another year to finally see him again.

Following the Twins, Kira quit the music school to focus on the band activity. She lost contact with him until she auditioned to be a model under Jivex Entertainment. She deliberately chose that company cause she knew that Kumo Bell were working under that label. She saw him walking down the hallway all alone. He lost weight.

She was beyond happy as Kira treated her the same way as before; warm and friendly. They came back in contact and Kira helped her to get chosen as a model for Jivex Entertainment. She quickly learned that Kira was still single and would hookup with some other gorgeous models. He still had that smiley eyes that made you want to smile with him but she also found out that his heart still belonged to Shizu Katagiri.

She shamelessly offered her body and that took him by surprise. Kira refused her at first since he considered her as a friend, but she insisted.

"I treasure you as a friend. Let's never lose each other and stay friends till we're old. My heart will always belong to Shizu, probably until the day I die."

Erika tried to hold back the tears falling from her eyes, fortunately she still could force a smile and while maintaining a poker face- she said..

"That's good. Then we could just hookup. I just broke up with my boyfriend. Don't you have needs too?" She lied about the boyfriend.

"I do, but I slept with all of them not because I had the desire. I tried to forget her but the more I slept around, the more I realized that they're not her and would never be her. You're not her too.."

She could feel her cheeks reddened and her eyes went hot. She was desperately fighting back the urge to cry and run. She would not miss the chance to make Kira hers. Her obsession or what she called 'her love for Kira' did not allow her to give up. So she faked a smile and chuckled.

"Sleep with me. I will never fall in love with you."