Lin Nuan got choked by Bai Xiaonian's words. She paused, then said, "It's just like Song Yao said. We're not young anymore. Before Wen Moshen returned, I liked him for eight years… but I don't have the luxury of using eight more years on him like this. When Gu Hanyan asked me to find Fu Huai'an, I already made plans to sleep with him, but not to be in a relationship and marry him. I treated it like a transaction at the time—once we did it then nobody would owe each other anything. Then I'd find a normal man to marry. He didn't have to be too handsome, as long as he was comfortable to look at. And he didn't need to be too rich either, as long as our pay could let us live decently and travel overseas twice a year. Then it would be enough if we spent this life respecting and being loyal to each other."