If her phone was broken, she could replace it. But what about people? What if they broke? Why would she replace them?
She wanted to lie to herself, but it was useless.
She couldn’t use a lie to warm the rest of her life.
After dinner, she carried the dishes into the kitchen and washed the dishes with one hand. The back of this hand was still green, and she hadn’t had a good time. She placed the bowls properly, and when she came out.., she realized that she had nothing to do.
She took her phone and walked to the balcony. She found a place for herself to sit down. She felt inexplicably lonely and cold.
She curled up her body like a poor little girl who had been abandoned by others.
She did not know what kind of scenery was outside and what kind of life those people were living.