I'm a shipwreck on the bottom of the ocean
Weight piled up depression controlling
Do you feel me, I'm drowning
.
I'm a plain crash on the mountains
My parts strewn about
Soul in tatters, do you feel me
I'm falling
.
Darkness closing in, can you hear me
Calling your name
The sun is gone, andi I'm so afraid
.
I hate who I am, cause I carry all this weight
I fake I'm ok, because
I can't convince my self anyone cares
.
Bow my head, the shame so heavy
Numbness like a levee
Ment to keep the pain at bay
.
Calling to you I know you Won't stay
I'll open up and you'll run away
I'm so Tiered of being me
None stays, will I ever be enough
.
The walls I'm bracing
I feel them breaking
Pain leaks through
But I keep on faking
I hate my self, I'm just a burden
Don't want to pull you down
But still I'm hurting
.
So I run away, I hide the shame
Drown my sorrows, try to numb the pain
Pull you close, then push you away
I'm a little unstable
Cause I never had anyone
I knew would stay
.
Just a shipwreck
at the bottom of the ocean
Pain piled up, I know I'm broken
Drowning in my emotions
I don't deserve help
But I can't do this by my self
Cause I'm just too
Broken