I'm addicted to her
That circle of chaos
To love and hate
Pleasure and pain
Truths and lies, some of both
I have caught, I must confide
And yet still, I want you
Then lie and try
to convince myself otherwise
And that hurts as much
As knowing you'll never be mine
Dived too deep
Too quick, can't reach the surface
No air, can't breathe
reach for your hand
But she only watches , as I silently slip
Beneath the surface
Chaos so cold she left me
Drowning in the deep
No sleep anxiety smuthering me
My tears hidden But sometimes still
They break free
So I reach for her the circle
And sorond my self with chaos
Loosing sanity
Just to feel ok
Whirlwind of Insanitys
These self destructive Tendencies
The chaos, so right, so wrong
I want it, I hate it
I need it, can't take it
I'm sinking. I'm breaking
My verry soule is aching
Seeking calme stability
The peac so right, feels wrong
Chaos looks, Beguiling
Pulled, deceived, and led back in
Now drama, new tramas
Let the circle of chaos
Once again begin.