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Chapter 240 - Circle of Chaos

I'm addicted to her

That circle of chaos

To love and hate

Pleasure and pain

Truths and lies, some of both

I have caught, I must confide

And yet still, I want you

Then lie and try

to convince myself otherwise

And that hurts as much

As knowing you'll never be mine

Dived too deep

Too quick, can't reach the surface

No air, can't breathe

reach for your hand

But she only watches , as I silently slip

Beneath the surface

Chaos so cold she left me

Drowning in the deep

No sleep anxiety smuthering me

My tears hidden But sometimes still

They break free

So I reach for her the circle

And sorond my self with chaos

Loosing sanity

Just to feel ok

Whirlwind of Insanitys

These self destructive Tendencies

The chaos, so right, so wrong

I want it, I hate it

I need it, can't take it

I'm sinking. I'm breaking

My verry soule is aching

Seeking calme stability

The peac so right, feels wrong

Chaos looks, Beguiling

Pulled, deceived, and led back in

Now drama, new tramas

Let the circle of chaos

Once again begin.