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Chapter 225 - Lost

There were voices within,

Clamoring, yammering,

And screaming in my head,

A cacophony of noise,

That told me I'm better off dead

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For a bit, they were silent,

But then they return with friends,

Whispering doubts and fears,

Making me question my ends.

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They told me I'm not good enough,

That I'll never make it through,

That I should give up and quit,

And bid my dreams adieu.

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Within my heart, a tempest had brewed,

A whirlwind of emotions I could not refuse.

A storm of fear and insecurities,

doubts and tears

That keeped me caged

A maelstrom of feelings

that would not abate.

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My heart beat fast, like a raging wind,

My thoughts and emotions

in a constant spin.

I feelt joy and elation,

then pain and despair,

A tumultuous ride, I could not share.

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My soul was tossed, like a ship at sea,

My thoughts and feelings,

wild, barely contained.

I was lost in this vortex of emotion,

A tempest that defies all reason.

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I was lost

in a sea of emotions deep,

My heart and mind could not find sleep.

I was adrift in a tumultuous sea,

And my inner turmoil would not let me be.

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My feelings tossed me to and fro,

And I was powerless to let them go.

I was struggling to stay afloat,

As my emotions continue to bloat.

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I was lost in a maze of my own mind,

My thoughts and feelings intertwined.

I could not seem to find my way,

As my emotions lead me astray.

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I was drowning in a sea of tears,

That could never be shed

My fears and doubts were my only peers.

I couldn't seem to find a way out,

As my emotions continue to shout.

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In the darkness of my mind, I was drowning,

Lost in a whirlwind of negative emotion,

The weight of my sorrow dragging me down,

Into the depths of my own self-lothing.

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But then you appeared

like a shadowy figure,

A savior or a devil, I couldn't be sure,

With a hand outstretched,

you pulled me from the quagmire,

And led me down a path, dark and obscure.

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I followed you blindly, trusting your lead,

Through the twisted corridors of my own mind,

Where the demons of my past still feed,

On the pain I had left behind.

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You showed me the truth

of my own despair,

The ugliness that I had tried to hide,

And though it was painful,

I found solace there,

In the depths where my demons reside.

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And now I am no longer lost in the dark,

But forever haunted by what I have seen,

For you have shown me

the truth of my heart,

And the darkness that still reigns supreme.

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Lost in a maze of emotions, I wandered,

A hopeless soul, forever pondered.

The walls were high, the path unclear,

With each step, I felt more fear.

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I struggled to find my way out,

But the maze only grew with each bout.

I was trapped, alone, and afraid,

A prisoner of my own mind, dismayed.

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But then i saw you through the dark,

A beacon of hope, a saving spark.

A hand reached out to guide my way,

And slowly, the maze began to fray.

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The walls that once seemed so high,

Now crumbled and fell with a sigh.

I was free, at last, from the endless chase,

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For the first time in ages, I felt alive,

No longer burdened

by the weight of the hive.

I smiled, I laughed, I felt so free,

And I knew that I could finally be.

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Saved from this maze of my own creation,

You gave me a chance

at a new destination.

A life that was once so dark and gray,

Was now filled with the hope,

Of a brighter day.