Deep inside Love was found
A tenacious weed upon barren ground.
I've tried to cut and pull it out
To grind it beneath my feet
An attempt to hide, a need to heal.
But it returns not all good feels
For the pain it leaves is all too real
.
But still
I'll find it again, Do it again
Every day till the day I win
Fuck my trauma that's not who I am
I'm see through
But if you can't see me I don't need you
I'll take my heart and I'll leave you
.
Don't tell me your lies
I've heard them all be for
My heart Won't get cut
It won't Bleed
Believe me I may be a lover
But I ain't that easy
.
How can you say that you listen
When everything I say you keep Missing
How can you claim
to understand what i'm saying
When I don't understand.
What i'm saying myself
How can you say that you need me
When I look back all I see is you leaving
.
You say that you're there
But when I look around all I see is thin air
How can you say
that your love needs no proof
When I look into your eyes
I can see through to the Truth
You don't need me
In a heartbeat you'd leave me
.
And now I exist
feeling a bit empty, abit lost
A bit cold, a bit fild with frost
A little clingy, I'm kinda needy
A little bit hot, alittle bit not
I'm needing attention, but feeling forgot
So I'm going to love my self
Because that's all that I got
.
Put up the walls block em all out
I don't give a fuck, I could do better with out
Relay on my self caus logicaly speking
We're all going south
I don't need your help
So keep your hands to your self
.
I don't need your attention
Don't need your Pitty
I'll be fine living alone In this citty
.
I watch you cry
But I know you Fake those tears
Shut your mouth
I don't wanna hear your verse
Anything you say will make things worse
Step back from me, You're just a curse
I don't need you, as much as I did at first
.
I look in your eyes
And see through your lies
Every single word used to keep me tied
I reject your chains
I throw off your ropes
I will leave Before I let you take my heart
And leave it broke