From the moment
I began to have Senses
First as a bone shard
Hardened and flesh sheathed
My world was all darkness
I could not see
But I could feel
Someone building me
.
Time passed
Senses awakened
I start to feel
.
First pain
That makes my mind clear
I feel it now
I have eyes
Opening them I look down to see
A humanoid body
Pale, beautiful, is this me
.
He is done I hear above me
A voice filled with pride and joy
Looking up I see him
His eyes filled with love,
Smiling
.
I'd never seen a smile before
turns out they're pure and Gentle
He is my creator
I realize
A Sense of connection leads
From my heart to him
my emotions
Conflicting twirling
But strongest of all love
For him
.
Have you gifted me these
My creator
But they're also a curse
A torment
For with each emotion
Is there opposites
Love, hate
Happy, sad
Every feeling pulling you
In different directions
Feeling like you'll be torn apart
.
But with the effort you took
To give me a sense
To let me feel
So I can experience the world around
It's fair right
.
It's OK
I'm willing to be torn apart
Just as long as I can feel
You created me
And I thank you