For years I have been
Hallow
I've tried so many things
To fill it up
Friends, family, and drugs
But that only lasted so long
Before it was all pulled out
Like a rug
And I was right back where I began
Empty inside
.
Nope I don't need him
I cried
Laying down foundations
In sand
I try to fill the hole
With work
.
Next thing I know
I am angry and hurt
Sitting In dirt
The rain came down
Destroying my toils
Once again where I began
Empty inside
.
I feel you near
But I don't need you here
Is what I say
I open a book
And pour the words out
Trying to fill
The void inside
But when it's all done
I'm back at the start
Empty of hart
.
Looking at the sky
Screaming as I cry
Breaking down I realize
I was wrong
You were the only one
Who could fill
The Christ-shaped hole
In my hart