I'm at war with myself
And you
We're never meant to feel
The flames
Burning up my soul
.
At war with myself
The cuts
Were meant for me
Not you
You're an unintentional
casualty
.
The blood drips down
As I bleed out
You were never meant to see you
The darkness sleeping out
.
At war was myself
And I
Constantly hide my screem
Trying to prevent you
From knowing the fear in me
.
Trying to protect you from
The darkness creeping in
Trying to stop myself
from
Ending it all right then
.
I'm at war with myself
And I
Cry as i run the blade
Slowly across my thigh
.
Relieving pain deep inside
Letting the darkness drain
From self inflicted wounds
That
I carefully hide