I feel nothing
There's no emotion no feeling
The numbness has taken over
And there is only pain
.
I feel confused
Pain it turns to nothingness
Sadness grows ever stronger
I don't want to die
But I don't feel like existing anymore
I want friends...
Yet I want to be alone
.
I feel like I need to make sure
That you're happy
Fine I'm good at that
Yet I can't even be happy myself
But I'm OK with that
.
I've carried this depression
This burden this sadness inside
For so long that it's part of me
It almost defines me
Always alone
Living for others
But no one living for me