Never disregard
The beauty of darkness
Only the broken
Are drawn to it
.
But the sound of silence
Is deafening and lonely
It crushes you
Under the weight of
Nothingness
.
All my sorrow
Is pressed down
Beaten into submission
And buried deep within
Forgotten in the miers
That slowly
Quietly
Consumes my sanity
.
So turn my blood into gasoline
Ignite my spirit in fire
Turn my tears into kerosene
And set my soul on fire
.
Another night goes by
And I don't remember why
I struggle to survive
.
Should I smoke another joint
And hide
Numbing myself into
Delirium
.
No that would be
Just another lie
Something conjured
To help me survive
And get rid of the Pain
That's always by my side
.
So turn my blood into
gasoline
Strike the match
And watch me burn
.
See how my hope
Has gotten up
You monster
Now watch it all burn
To ash and dust
Falling apart like a rust
.
And the kerosene tears
You've caused
Only feed the inferno
Of pain and anger
And unquenched lust
.
Stop fucking around
With my emotions
Please don't push me back
Into her embrace
Because the darkness
Though beautiful
Is an obsessive possessive
Mysterious bitch
.
So turn my blood
Into gasoline
Strike the match
And burn me up
You monster
I'd rather fall down to dust
Then return to her
That darkness
Alone
And with no escape