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Chapter 14 - Paperman

Look at all the pain running through my body

Just check my pulse

I'm no longer breathing

Touch my skin and its so ice cold

.

Red is the floor

Because my soul has become cold

I reach for the bottom

To stay at the top

Lift me up

So it never stops

.

Let me go quick

Let me scream

Give me eyes

Let me see

What you're doing to me

.

Cut your rope so you don't slip

Let the knot loose

So it doesn't rip.

Pull the knife out

And then start again

And looks of this

You will never win

Just write me out of everything

.

Because tonight

On the floor is where I lay

Goodnight gorgeous

iI's time to go

She will never see

She will never know

.

That I'm a paperman

Cut to shreds

You ripped my heart and pretended

That you loved me

But I was too blind to see,

.

Blinded

Just leave me be

If you leave

I won't be offended,

In the end, it's all your fault

You won't miss me

When I'm gone

.

I bleed in,

I bleed out,

Do you hear me cry out

.

With all that I am,

Death comes now and again

And puts restraints

On my hands And feet

.

I've fallen so much farther

Then six feet down

I don't know where to go,

I'm a kid left to drown

.

I say drag me to hell

But you know I don't mean it

I say fuck my life,

But you know that you've not seen it.

.

I bleed out these lies

And I drink to feel right

I sit and I cry

So all I can say is

Goodnight

.

Blood pours from my heart

And I know it's not love

They're coming for me,

And maybe not from above

.

Because I'm scared to fail,

Scared to love,

Afraid to succeed and to push on

You say that you know me,

But I know that you don't

Look into my eyes

See all the demons inside.

.

I'm a paperman

Cut to shreds

You ripped out my heart

And pretending that you loved me

But I was too blind to see