Look at all the pain running through my body
Just check my pulse
I'm no longer breathing
Touch my skin and its so ice cold
.
Red is the floor
Because my soul has become cold
I reach for the bottom
To stay at the top
Lift me up
So it never stops
.
Let me go quick
Let me scream
Give me eyes
Let me see
What you're doing to me
.
Cut your rope so you don't slip
Let the knot loose
So it doesn't rip.
Pull the knife out
And then start again
And looks of this
You will never win
Just write me out of everything
.
Because tonight
On the floor is where I lay
Goodnight gorgeous
iI's time to go
She will never see
She will never know
.
That I'm a paperman
Cut to shreds
You ripped my heart and pretended
That you loved me
But I was too blind to see,
.
Blinded
Just leave me be
If you leave
I won't be offended,
In the end, it's all your fault
You won't miss me
When I'm gone
.
I bleed in,
I bleed out,
Do you hear me cry out
.
With all that I am,
Death comes now and again
And puts restraints
On my hands And feet
.
I've fallen so much farther
Then six feet down
I don't know where to go,
I'm a kid left to drown
.
I say drag me to hell
But you know I don't mean it
I say fuck my life,
But you know that you've not seen it.
.
I bleed out these lies
And I drink to feel right
I sit and I cry
So all I can say is
Goodnight
.
Blood pours from my heart
And I know it's not love
They're coming for me,
And maybe not from above
.
Because I'm scared to fail,
Scared to love,
Afraid to succeed and to push on
You say that you know me,
But I know that you don't
Look into my eyes
See all the demons inside.
.
I'm a paperman
Cut to shreds
You ripped out my heart
And pretending that you loved me
But I was too blind to see