Huang Qiuyan runs through the forest with a complicated feeling in her heart. She's scared of Fu Sheng. Before she was scared of him because he nearly killed her, she is scared of him because of his effect on her. If she stays beside him, he will gobble her up.
She's afraid of losing her mind the most. Her free will. Lust or whatever it is, she wants to be her own person. She has lived her whole life under the shadow of her twin brother and doing what her mother wanted. She went on countless dates and lowered herself to a level where she would accept anything as long as she could get married. She went through near-death experiences many times. After turning into a monster, her family only cared about marriage and a man for her to rely on.
