Pain!..so much pain!! It hurts !! Why?! Why did this happen I was good! I was nice to everyone, I never harmed anyone, then why?! Why did they do this to me!
When did it all begin? how long had they fooled me with there word. I was a fool! How could I believe them! How could I love them!
I lift my head to look upon my torturers. They sneer at me. My sister gives me another kick in my stomach. I scream in agony but there is no mercy in there eyes is only mockery. My own husband who wrapped his arm around my sister's waist and pulled her into his chest saying "my love leave that thing! Why must you use your own hands let the servants do it for you". She laughed and snuggled into his chest and said "your right my dear. Hahaha!"
With what's left of my strength I open my dry mouth and ask "why?" My voice is so hoarse and quiet that I doubt that anyone even heard me.
But my sister looked at me "why! Hahaha!! Why of course because you should never have been born!! why must you be the di daughter? Why must you have what should be mine all mine!! No one ever loved you. You are pathetic to think you blindly did everything we said.hahaha!!! I always hated you. You were just a stepping stone for me to reach higher."
My husband looks down at me no remorse, no guilt, no love in his eyes " Did you really think I loved you, pah! I never loved you. I have always loved ju'er. I only married you for the power and wealth of your maternal family and You were stupid enough to hand everything over to me. You are now useless your grandfather has been executed because of your help! hahahahaha! And now the thrown is mine alone with your grandfather's army in my hand, my brothers dead, nothing stands in my way." They laugh together and leave me dying there on the cold hard floor in a pool of my blood.
My body screams in agony I had been blind truly blind I spent my life loving them my ruthless father who only used me to pave the path for my step sister, a vile stepmother who schemed against me and my mother, a stepsister who I cherished more then myself only wanted to ruin me, and the man for whom I walked through fire betrayed my maternal family, learned to be a lady in the 4 arts and war but what did I get. Death and betrayal. I deserve this! I regret! I regret! I loved wrong!.
Looking at their backs as breath leaves my body all the pain I have suffered,every injustice plays through my mind with my last breath I screamed with pure hate " I feng ru shi vow that I will pay you all a hundred times over for everything you did if not in this life then in the next but I WILL HAVE MY REVENGE!!!" The scream could shake anyone's soul.
My cry startles them as they turn fear flashed through their eyes for the breifest of moments as darkness envelopes me.