chapter 3 :(a) I WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU KNOW
Well it was Saturday and tomorrow is sunday .
"yes..today I will do it I will ask out Hideyoshi , well...not as a date but" sighs... but I really want it to be a date . But in the end its just two old pm
friends hanging out on holidays. But still it gives me a glimpse of what is like to be in a date , I would do anything just to spend the littleless time I would have to be with him.
So I planned to ask him out after school. When everyone would leave. So our classes went on as usual and finally the holiday bell rang.
as he was packing . I stood up from my bench and gathered up all my courage and went towards him.
"hey weeks ending huh"I just realized I used a cringe line just now,well I am a bit nervous right now.
"yup, finally" "I'm gonna sleep the whole day tomorrow,I guess hehe"right after he said that, now I have lots of doubt whether if he was gonna accept. I know its okay even if he says no. But its still embarrassing for me.
"you look gloomy all of a sudden"
"hmmm...could it be that you want me to hang out somewhere with you?"
"huh!!!ye..yes how did you"
"I know you since we were a kid , reading your mind is like opening a book"he smiled and said to me. My heart began to pound and my chest began to feel heavy. For a moment my mind was blank and I didn't know what to say. Finally before it got awkward I broke the silence.
"ye..yeah I was thinking like hanging out li..like in mo..movies or café, not arcade like we should go to some new place together "I was sluttering as he took ne by surprised when he said that.
"sure, I don't mind,lets meet up tomorrow"
"woah your face seems a bit red right now are you alright.
"huh is it,dont worry I am fine (totally hehe)"I giggled as I was really in a bliss mood right now.
so we walk together and as soon as I reached home I jumped on my bed and snuggled my pillow and then put my face on the pillow and screamed. I was soo happy today. I was excited for tomorrow and the whole night I was restless and was planning ,what to wear,what to do when we get there and most importantly make him notice my feelings.
and so I made another progress and I hope it will continue to improve further.