The first thing he saw upon entering the room was Xinyi with her diary and not just that. She had opened the page where she had written about her feelings for him and disappointment filled him. Something pricked his heart.
That meant that seven years later too, Xinyi hadn't forgotten about that guy. She still thought about him. She still remembered him.
Pain gripped him and he clenched his fingers into a fist.
Why am I so affected by this? I have no right to feel sad or disappointed, Zhiyuan said to himself as if consoling himself.
After all, Zhiyuan hadn't forgotten how he thought of Caihong these past years. He didn't think or feel in a sense of getting back together with her. That would betray Xinyi and their marriage and he would never do that.
But it was in the sense to know the truth. He just wanted to know the truth and that was linked to Caihong and Xiaosi.
