I feel like my soul is being crushed to a thousand pieces and the pain is so unbearable even for me, a woman who spent most of my life in training.
Why did this happen to me?
I stay still while I'm remembering what just happened to me.
That the surge of memories past through my mind like a wind.
Yes, I remember now I'm already dead.
It's not a bad thing because I saved the lives of my comrades, but for someone like me who wants to change the world, it makes me want to deplore.
If I were given a chance to live again I will kill those bastards who betrayed us.
While I was lamenting there's something unexpected happened in this darkness suddenly a light shone and it is a very gentle light, It reminds me of home.
I tried to reach it and when I finally did the light shine even brighter and I close my eyes.
...
Somewhat I feel like my senses are coming back but the pain is even more unbearable than what I've experienced earlier.
What's with this life.
The next thing that happens is that I feel like there is someone waking me up.
"Yang Jie Jie please open your eyes please don't leave us" I heard a voice, I think it's a child's voice and he sounds really concern do I need to open my eyes now.
But my body really hurts.
I decided to open my eyes and I had a glimpse of a handsome young boy crying while holding my hand.
"Yang Jie Jie you're awake thank goodness! Mother Jie Jie is already awake"
He shouted while happily crying and running, ok just where am I and who is that bishounen?
I tried to sit up but suddenly I feel like I was being pushed to the bed that's why I returned to my previous lying position.
Suddenly the door opened and more people that I don't know successively entered.
"Yang Er I'm so glad that you're fine, I thought we will lose you," The woman said in which I think the mother of this body.
I just nodded and look at the bunch of people who I don't know yet. I think I'll just act that I have amnesia so that I can get to know their identity.
"Who are you? "
Well, it is true that I don't know them yet.
The mother was flabbergasted by what I said and she starts to cry.
"huhu My Yang Er you don't remember me? I'm you're mother Li Yue and your father's name is Liang Feng don't you remember? " The mother said while crying, oh so this body's name is also Liang Yang I think this is somewhat intentional and somehow it looks like those xianxia stories that I read during my free time although this body is a pampered child.
Well if I look closely I think this family does not that have much wealth, somehow a royal guard's resident I think?
"Yang Er please answer mother, you're worrying your mother," The mother said worriedly.
"This daughter asks for mother's forgiveness for not answering" My mother revealed a gentle smile and hug me lovingly. So, mothers, we're supposed to be like this. In my past life, I was sold by my mother to a pervert bastard I almost lost my chastity but I killed him before he did, fortunately, that bastard was one of the most wanted criminals of the organization and when they found out that I'm the one who killed him they thought that I was traumatized but when they saw my calm expression while looking at them with blood in my face and hands, they decided to train me until I became their greatest weapon and I didn't disappoint them until those traitors came.
I hug thi... My mother's back and snuggles my head on her bosom.
In this lifetime I will do my best to protect this family that was given to me with all my life...
My snuggling time was interrupted by the bishounen who ran earlier.
"Jie Jie me? Do you remember me? " He asks nervously and when I shook my head his face was showing a rather complicated expression, it feels like he's going to cry.
"Forgive this humble descendant to forgot who all of your honorable relatives and also to the little boy but if you don't mind will you give me your name? " The little boy happily nod and came closer.
"Yang Jie Jie my name is Liang Weimin I'm your little brother" I just nod and gave him a pat on the head.
After I pat him he suddenly ran to mother's back and when I found his blushing countenance it makes me think that this child is interesting.
After looking at my 'brother' I asked my mother who we're those other people with them and she told me that they are our relatives.
I think I have a bad feeling about these people.
After those 'relatives' introduce themselves they immediately left the room because of mother's instruction.
"Mother, what exactly happens to me? " I asked her and she exchanged it with a worried expression.
"My daughter, promise mother that you won't do that again ok. Before you lose your memory you clearly told us that you want to commit suicide because the fourth prince doesn't approve of your marriage proposal. My dear child you clearly don't know how afraid your mother was back then I thought I'm gonna lose you" This body's owner is somewhat so stupid in any way you look at it. She even made her parents got worried to death from her stubbornness.
"Mother no matter what I did that day I wish for mother to forget about it and I'll promise that I won't do anything rash ever again" I pledged to her to somewhat ease her problems.
"My child, I won't hide this matter to you but The fourth prince thought you are somewhat vulgar and he thinks that you insulted his decision and he asks the king for you to marry the recently dead crown prince"
Somehow because of the mother's words, my face showed a tinge of interest.
This fourth prince has the courage hehe, unfortunately, the woman who was head over heels on him we're already gone and I've taken the authority on this body if not this body's golden family may have suffered to her stubbornness.
"The crown prince died in the recently ended war between our nations and because of the people who think highly of him they suggested that the single prince will be presented a bride so that his reputation won't tarnish, the crown prince was known for being indifferent to women resulting for him to be single this whole time. Almost all of the woman on our country are fighting for his attention but he never looks at them even once and dedicated all his time cultivating"
This prince is somehow very interesting but too bad he already died if not I will cultivate until I can challenge him.
Challenge is the most essential piece of my life so I must find something that I need to surpass and they must be worthy of being my opponent.
A Suivre(To be continued)...