Li Chen looked at Yun An, feeling startled. He took a step forward and grabbed his hand. His heart ached badly. His Yun An was so good. Yun An was so good. The back of his hand was cold as ice as if his heart had also been drowning in ice-cold water. It was like ants were biting on it and bringing him great torture.
Yun An widened his eyes and looked at Li Chen. "Am I silly?"
"Do you know why he did not publicize his relationship with you and no one knows about the two of you dating?"
"I don't know," Yun An said. "I am a fool. I felt that he had done enough. I never thought about seeing his social circle nor his family members. I thought that his family would be against him loving men, so I did not bother asking or knowing more. I shut my eyes and felt that he was enough. But he died, and then I lost everything."