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Chapter 5 - Am I really Happy

An answer to @AsterAnemone poem entitled 'Are you Happy'

Title: Am I really Happy

By: Bibliophile_Anna

You think I'm happy

When I force

My will on you

You succumb

My heart bleeds

And hell it's not just whims

Never know it's poison for you

That kill your self esteem

Oh! That smile! Made this heart skips a beat!

Should I say yes?

Hoping it's love

And not hate?

Loving your smile

Wanting your time

do I love you wrong?

Is this love not fine?

To hurt you is wrong

Seeing your tears

Made me drown

I am your slave

Under your gaze

It's never a play.

How can I be happy?

Knowing warmth I came to love

Isn't real but fake

Is this all a lie?

Is this all for fun?

This isn't a myth, but a wildest dream

I've painted

Not with the blood

Of your dreams but mine

My heart

And soul

I'll give you my all

My heart and my soul

Coz your love I crave

Am I really happy

Still loving this empty deal?