It looked like dirty dishwater in comparison. However, Lucy didn't dare pause, going back to her inner sky, and scooping up more sparkles. Lucy was swift in clearing out every single silver, and yellow sparkle. Managing to return as the Spirit Seeds activated. Still, Lucy's inner sky still felt stretched. If I go faster, it won't hurt. Faster. Faster. Faster.
Alas, no matter how fast Lucy went, or how many silver, and yellow sparkles she condensed and moved. Her inner sky was still stuffed full of the black sparkles, Lucy hadn't noticed. Faster. Lucy felt like if she stopped moving, she would die. Finally, Lucy chooses to simply hold her mental sea open, allowing the sparkles to flow in on their own. I'll tidy it later.
Those poor black sparkles rushed in and pooled in the corner of her mental sea. Lucy sighs with relief, as her inner sky lost the stretched feeling.
Lucy trances, allowing her energy to flow as it would. Nearly two months past, as days, flew by. Lucy suddenly opens her eyes. Her mental sea was tugging against her hold and shuddering. Lucy rushes in, shutting her mental sea, preventing more energy from coming in. Her mental sea was packed full and felt heavy. Fuck! I just shifted the problem!
Lucy feels every inch of her mental sea and sighs with relief. Luckily, it wasn't too bad. It actually was similar to the way it was when she died. Once her mental sea grew a bit more, it would be fine. She had cut off the flow before it got so bad it cracked.
In the inner sky, Lucy stares at the Spirit Seeds. Still active! Lucy cries tears in her heart. Why? Why do I have such bad luck? As Lucy's inner sky filled, Lucy considered. Where else can I store my energy? Oh, duh! Lucy rushes out of her inner sky. For the first time, her Spirit Seeds went crazy Lucy moves her body, examining herself.
Temper my body with my pure energy, and the yellow sparkles! Lucy smiles. In her past life, she had just begun to fuse pure energy into her body. Despite that, it had been shocking how fast she healed, how good her skin got, and the strength it gave her.
From the inner sky, Lucy scoops up some sparkles, not paying attention. Three colors were sunk into her veins and cells. Lucy winces, but knowing it would be painful doesn't stop. Fusing the energy sparkles took concentration so she didn't bother to notice which color it was. Directly fusing whatever came to her hand, into her body. Silver. Yellow. Black. Lucy just fused them, in every inch of her body until it was saturated.
Even her strands of hair were soaked full of energy. Lucy enters her inner sky and looks around. Is it? It's slowing down! The Spirit Sees had finally slowed down. It should stop by tomorrow. Lucy wiggles, and kicks her legs. YES! YES!
Lucy calms. I should try to strengthen my mental sea. Would Primal essence strengthen it like it did my Spirit Seeds? Having been burned, Lucy very cautiously gathers primal essence and allows it to soak into her mental sea. Feeling her mental sea settle, Lucy sighs with relief. Slowly, alertly watching for any adverse reaction Lucy bathes her mental sea in Primal essence.