Ray knocked on her door but stubbornness in her heart she refused to let him in. I don't want to be humiliated again it's mortifying to trust in men. I don't want to be used, abused and refused again I've come too far to go back
He's handsome, he's charming but is he genuinely kind and honest? Does he have good temperament? Is he selfish as I am? I need caring and giving and understanding right now. I have nothing left to give. I have nothing to want and I want to keep my privacy
But 9 months with no sex was a little too cruel to ones hormones. Phill was beginning to have wet dreams about Ray
She was supposed to be too tired to go there but her mind did anyway... and her body didn't hesitate to indulge.
She mind fucked him before she even decided to go out with him *darn it* what is wrong with me? Why is he in my head this way? Why can't I just be normal?!? Nobody dreams of their neighbours in this way especially the ones you just met *ugghh*
Out! Out! GET OUT OF MY HEAD this instant!!!
Not sure if ray is mentally telepathic but he knocked on her door again that day
Trying hard not to accept his courtesy she opened the door in a manner to send the message she feels harassed my his often knocks at her door. She was annoyed and he must know this because she won't have him (at least not while she's awake and sober)