---Adhiti---
I search and search, again and again. I am losing patience. I want to see Nicholas. I checked again other places if I had missed something. I closed my eyes hard trying to control myself. But I can't. I can't waste anything anymore. I need to burst. I want to burst out.
"Noooo!" I screamed to let out of my frustration and I don't care what it does in the world.
"My child," Father called and I didn't dare to look at him. "Patience." I heard his footsteps as he came close to me.
"I can't find him," I mumbled, my voice breaks.
Thinking that Nicholas's soul has been tortured pains me. I can't bear it. I breathed heavily and I slowly calm myself as my father reached my shoulder.
"You'll find it. Don't worry. How you rest?" He asked but I shook my head.
