Michelle has known Jonah since they were freshmans in highschool. And now them being juniors she has realized that she likes Jonah, but she's afraid to tell him. She is really scared that Jonah would stop wanting to be friends with her, even if they been the best of friends for 3 years now. Now she had decided that instead of humiliating herself she will have to avoid him even if lowkey hurts her. She just doesn't want to end up doing something stupid that can ruin their friendship. She feels like she'll lose herself if their friendship ever breaks because he always had a way to keep her smiling and happy. Even if avoiding won't help her situation, she is hoping that during some time without him she'll lose feelings for him and they'll go back to bestfriends.