Emma on the other hand went home late.
She went to the pub before she goes home. She drank a lot just to forget about what happened just now at the company.
She booked her own room at the pub. She cried quietly in the corner of the room. Recalling everything.
" I am the third wheel in this relationship."
" I need to leave Derek if not I will spoil a wonderful marriage."
" I love him but no, I can't do this. Spoiling people's marriage is just wrong."
Then, she stood up and left the room.
After paying for her drinks, she called her driver and left the pub.
When she reached home, Little Dumpling was sleeping.
She went to her bathroom, filled up the tub with warm water.
She went to the kitchen to get herself a bottle of red wine.
After taking off her Chanel Dress, she sat in the tub. With a glass of wine in her hand, she still can't digest what happened just now.
She continued crying in the tub.
All she could think about is Derek Lim.
She wanted him really bad.
Why can't everything just go the way she wants?
A happy life with Derek sure is hard. It's harder than going to the sun.
" Why Derek? Why? Why can't you just be mine?"
After 15 minutes, she calmed herself down and told herself.
" Becoming his best friend is enough I guess… I should not be so greedy…. Being with him as lovers….. no no I should not think like that."
" Perhaps I should cherish this friendship instead of thinking all of those stupid things that will never happen even in a million years."
Then, she got out from the bathtub and put on a rob.