Laz stood under the running water, thinking about things in his head.
'Why do I even need to do this? I could smash my way in there, kill everyone and just let the prisoners go? But... fuck... I know me, I know me... I can't. Even if it is what it is, the moment I just resort to massive slaughter to get what I want, then what am I even?'
Laz had been doubting himself, but as this plan came together, he was doubting himself even more. He had the strength, but that didn't mean he could just use it whenever he wanted.
'I guess this is what all those fucking super heroes go through every day? What's the difference between a hero and a villain? A sense of justice? A call to serve and protect? No... it's fucking self control. The moment I lose that, I'm a shit hole and there is no going back. You can't make up for some sins, so matter how much you want to repent,'
